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2012-02-11T15:24:00.002+08:00

Bored? wanna watch some nice 2012 dramas? not too late!
Here to introduce...

Now currently showing:

Korea drama: 闭嘴!花美男乐队/ shut up flower boy band (till ep4.....)
Taiwan drama: 粉愛粉愛你/ I Love You So Much (till ep2...)

and also these ones....

Still showing:
Taiwan drama: 萌學園3 魔法號令 (love Ah ben =D) (till ep21...)
Korea drama:
Flower Boys Ramyun Shop
Dream High 2

Still my Favourites:
Heartstrings (last yr) & He's/You're beautiful (2009)
bcos of Jeong Yong Hwa from CNBlue!

cheers! =D

2012-02-11T14:47:00.003+08:00

I love this song.. while I listening to the chorus, i thought of my Good friends..

I love the lycris.. esp the chorus part and 因為我們就只能活那麼一次就那麼一次!

Like to share with my past and present Good friends!

Hope you like this song too!

《給朋友的話》

演唱：張棟樑
詞：管啟源曲：宇珩導演：賴映伃

看著朋友在潔白的病床上努力呼吸
窗外藍天白雲是個美好的天氣
提醒我要快樂不管生活多難
儘量樂觀一點

不要等到只能懷念
好朋友要常常見面
訴苦說笑玩樂或純粹抱怨
說完就好了
又是新的一天

不要等到改天再約
誰知道有沒有改天
總是推說工作忙碌沒時間
夜深了卻失眠
倔強的以為只是偶爾的寂寞
是真的寂寞

香煙戒不掉的話也請你要少抽一點
愛情不順利也不一定就要放棄
要相信那個人只是還沒出現
幸福還有很多機會

不要等到只能想念
想見誰就直接一點
那些當初自己沒有爭取的
你能怪誰呢
不要重蹈覆轍

不要等到再過幾年
想做的事都在眼前
到底還有多少青春可浪費
你怕不怕後悔
因為我們就只能活那麼一次
就那麼一次

不要等到改天再約
誰知道有沒有改天
總是推說工作忙碌沒時間
夜深了卻失眠
倔強地以為只是偶爾的寂寞
是真的寂寞

2012-01-21T13:47:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl! CNY is coming... wishing all my friends & @BC a happy year ahead..!
I realli dislikes CNY.. but still, it must goes on..
Jerry went back to malaysia.. friends were busy with work & stuffs?.. but i am so free!

Anyway on 18Jan i officially start my full time job.. as a bakery artist at Fresh Bakes.. its a small scale shop located at bedok north.. the past few days i was helping out in the CNY pastries.. n Mimi (my boss) taught me the basics about fondant cake.. I even tried it out myself.. somehow I find that it is really a long way to go Man! Arts.. Creative.. To design.. Woah.. die =x But i will realli jiayou to take time to practise n learn... My boss is so nice to me.. She wants to train me up.. so I must do my best! YEs! Really love this job.. although i dont have much colleagues, and time flies very slowly during working hrs.. And i will be facing fondant n fondant working with me every now and then.. but still I will put my heart into it.. I will achieve this experience n hopefully my dream can come true b4 30 =p

Well.. sometimes I really do miss my past workplace.. although the working hours, pay, location and workload is so much beter now.. I still miss Da Jie Lynn, ZhengHua Da ge, GuoCheng, Xiong, Linda, etc etc very muchzz...

And I am also in another temp job as a data collector... woah damn workaholic! arghhhh...

ANywaY life is getting more n more exciting! JiaYou le! Take care~~

2011-12-11T00:01:00.002+08:00

TPP Deli colleagues BBQ farewell party for me on 4dec11 Sun =D

AGAIN! I gone missing for 4 months and 10 days!
ARGHHHH!!!!!
Anyway I AM BACK!
I am really back!
Gets my blog kicking yea!!!

Past few months was busy with work... earning money... spending so much time on work and neglected health... Had been sleeping liek only 6 hrs a day.. even for off day... Thank God I didnt neglect Him.. still @BC and I love my church! =)
Many many things happened and new challenges coming up~

1. Resign from Tampopo Deli
Finally i tender my resignation and my last day will be 20dec2011!
This has been a difficult decision as I love what I am doing, I love my colleagues, I love my work environment and I love my Sundays off.
But God has lead me to another new challenge coming up next yr Jan.
I found a new F&B related job through TP intro.
I got Sundays and Mondays off and 8 hours of working each day.
issnt it great?
meaning: I have more time for God & family! oh yea~
But nevertheless, I wanna thank my colleagues individually. xie xie ni men! =D

2. Happy 1 yr 5 months~
Dearly, today is our 17th month today! Till today I want to tell you that I really thank God i met you and got together with you because you took care of me well and you understands me. I pray that God will bless us through and we must jiayou for our future & for Him~~
=)

3. Changed Habits
from now on, I must on a regular basis to:
- practise piano!
- exercise and swimming!
- J3 praying session!
where we help one another with prayer request. with pika & dearly every Sun night =D
- Save more money! my coin bank! =D
- Attend PNP, oikos, main service w/o fail and QT everyday!
- Family outing every month~
I must! I must! I must!

JAIME JIAYOU JIAYOU!

God's Corner:
You have taught me to see the beautiful side of beings. I am for You.
Let me be only for You. I really want to do as much for You.
Lord, if without You, what then am i for?

2011-07-31T23:13:00.002+08:00

Everything is going on so smoothly that I felt.. It's time to come out from this comfort zone and make a difference, in my life!

I don't wanna live a life of regrets. Looking at my past posts, how much I missed out is really enough.

Trust me this time I'll give an answer. It won't be long.

2011-06-12T10:33:00.002+08:00

Hi People!

I'm back!

I'm back in blogging after 4 missing months...

haha!!

As many know, i didnt resign from my job. But i get sundays off from now on~~
Means i can use this day to attend church, meet up with my friends and have breakfast with my family.. really felt thankful and great~

9june was my bday.. i thank everyone for wishing me using hp/fb/in person/with presents =D
And i also thank all who came for my bday gathering on 4june~
wish to have more outings and gatherings too~~

I wish all my friends a happy working/studying life.. Although work is tiring and stress, i still enjoyed my work as a pastry cook. I must jiayou to fulfill my dreams

Life is still long and going to be more exciting,

with God's blessings

=)

take care everyone i will be blogging from now on more frequently ya~~

2011-02-16T19:52:00.004+08:00

I think my blog supporters are decreasing!!!!
I realised that friends around me no longer update their blog so frequently or never!
That's sad!
Because I can't update with their life and stuffs!
I miss you all, my friends~~
Did you eva miss me then?

haha....!

And that makes me more wanted to share my life with you all!

Number 1 big info: Resign
My resignation date has been confirmed by Me! (shhhhh....)
And then come next will be BC Church camp, taiwan trip, new jobs and challenges, more time for God, piano, friends and dramas.
Thats so cool & great, uh?
I'm so looking forward to resigning (to complete my promised 1 yr experience)
Pray for me that I'm able to endure till that date, or even enjoy my last few months there~

Number 2: Long-term Part time Job
For 2 years already (4 times a year), I've been working part time for Cindy on the data updates of cough syrups. That helps me earn quite a bit too~ Thanks wilcent for helping me too~

Number 3: The reason I pick up piano playing
Since young, I love music and singing.
(although with no courage to sing on the stage facing the audience lol)
I joined band playing clarinet for 2 years (due to some conflicts with band mates n teachers, i left )
After which, I falling in love to going kbox & Ktvs.
And I love listening to sentimental music, classicals..
Then in my poly days, I knew about Jesus through Karchun (Hope Church), and through Luwena (pikachu's boss) I continue going to Seventh day Adventist Church to gain more knowledge about Jesus and church.. And one day in 2010 last yr, I knew a great friend named Andrew who brought me to Bethesda Cathedral Church which I fully convinced, I received Christ and accepted the Truth that Jesus is Lord, I am a sinner that Jesus had saved me from death, and our eternity home is in Heaven. From there, I started to fall-in-love in listening and singing worship songs and found out that Music can stir up one's heart for God.

For me, music shall be use to express the love and praising for my dearest Lord father. Because He is so worthy of our love (although we are not worthy for his, He still sees us through each day)

And so.....
I've been learning Classical Piano from Ms Lee (Yamaha sch teacher) every Wed (my off-day)
&
my many many years gd friend since secondary 5, Lewis (of Grade 8 level)

Thank you for ppl who are supporting me...
Wanting to learn Piano is always a dream for me since young.
But due to financial difficulties (sch fees n buying a piano), i give up this dream.
Yet today, I'm learning well (since Aug 201o)
I believe that nothing is too late until you really try it!
I believe with God's blessing, I'll be able to play beautiful tunes for Him very very soon~
And this has now become one of my goals....
that someday in the future...
I want to sing for You, play for You and even lead ppl to You through Your creation of music Do-Re-Mi.
=)

The reason why I choose Jesus:
Because....
I am created as Jaime. I want my Creator to be my only God.
I want to live a life of meanings and truths
I want to live my life by Faith and not by fate
I want sufferings and death to end
I want a new beginning
I want to sin-less
I want to be like YOU!

I've never be 100% more confirmed that this!

So I want to share my joy with you, my friends!
And I pray in Jesus name, you shall experience Him soon, even today!
Amen.
=D

With loves,

Jaime (Hapi-alwayz)

2011-01-26T20:35:00.003+08:00

So many things, so little time.

Everyday is work, work and work.

I really dislike HER
i.e. N.S.
But have to endure...
Why am i enduring...?? for who am i enduring???
Its not worth it.
I'm so selfish... selfish... selfish!!!

When is 9may2011 coming..... soon?
(for the 1 yr of work experience)

When can my good days be back???

Bad dreams. Bad work. Bad health. Bad hairdays. Bad times and days.
B.A.D =(((((((

God, I miss you.
Take me away, even my life.
I'm not worthy... I'm so hopeless
='(((

2011-01-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

Just 4 words for Now.

I WANT TO QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-01-05T12:07:00.003+08:00

Happy bday to Ronald on 22dec10. Glad that the durian cream cake i made passed =) Had an enjoyable and great day at ktv & pool with Ron, dearly & 916~

Thank you edmund ge ge for sharing this on his blog. I understood why God put me into so many trials and troubles (perhaps more than other ppl i knew).
Therefore no matter what happens, we must WIN the war! =)

The troubles that we face each day
Reveal how much we need the Lord;
They test our faith and strength of will
And help us then to trust God’s Word.
—D. De Haan

As God is Good, All the Time~

Okay back to my life...

Its now a New Year of 2011~ My fav no. 11~
But it is not a good start of the year for me..
I've bad headache, sore eyes and sprain my hand wrist- which result me decreasing my speed at work and no piano lesson =(
However, I'm recovering.... Thank God, thank Jerry, thank my family and friends for your care that pulls me through.

My best working hours record is on:
23Dec10 8am to 10pm with 1/2 hr break
24Dec10 6.30am to 10pm with 15mins break
25Dec10 6.30pm to 6pm with 15mins break
Nice Christmas for me?
Nope.
Father God, I promise ya this year I'll not spend Christmas at anywhere but in Your hands.
I promise!
Because I'll be quitting Tampopo Deli after gaining 1 yr of exp there..
(this yr May =D )

Thank Dearly for accompanying me to work every morning since 23dec.
You are really so-dez sweet to sweetheart =D
Loves~

Although it is tiring and hard, I still pull through.
Went to SDA church with jerry and pikachu jie after my work on 25dec.
Really miss the food and church services there.
Well... I oso miss BC... but...
Anyway, God is really great. I experience great things through Him.
Try Him today! =)

2010-12-15T13:42:00.003+08:00

Jaime's bad encounter of the year: Food poisoning 12dec-13dec

Arghhhhhh!!!
i just recovered from a virus infection invading in my gastric... that cause me to vomit 3 times on last sunday... this is to say last sunday is my most tong ku de day in 2010!!! =((((
rEALLY TONG!!!
As usual i went to work in the morning... Natsume San, Zheng hua and I were still chatting away about opening a cafe in china then work for her etc etc... suddenly 12pm+ when i'm still making productions for the tarts, my gastric started to feel pain... pain... painsss! then i run to the storeroom and vomitted... Knowing that work is busy i can't stop.. so i ta han till 5.30pm... 3pm lunch break i just lie and rest nv had any food... so tong ku ='(
After work went home i vomitted again. So then dearly pei me to CGH A&E see doc. I had fever and muscle ache too. Fever hits to near 39 degree c... then down again and up again.. whole night can't slp... toss and turn sighhhhhh. So i took MC on Mon.. went to visit Dr Yuen. He is the best doctor I always go see him when i sick one.. When I was there, the clerk see my face all green one.. then i look into the mirror omg i'm liek... after taking the precription she pass me a brouchure and says God loves you, so comforted to hear from her. God loves ya too =)
my stupid company only recognise Govt MC.. private cannot.. so i didnt get mc on tue.. I got an injection for my gastric pain and after eating the med + dearly n pikachu n mummy de care n methods.. I'm recovering.... so i went to work on tue! so fast?! Yes.. cos work is realli busy.. now the whole tampopo Deli pastry side only left me, zh, samantha, natsume and hikaru.. many many new outlets (taka Grand, 313 tarafuku, Central tsuru tsuru tei) so must make more and provide for outlets too... everyday work 8 to 8+pm~~~~

I've realised after becoming a working adult.. I'm becoming responsible for my job =)
Altho i'm weak, never been eating for past 2 days.. I still work for 8-8.30pm!
This is only possible through God's blessing. I survived through His strength~

I hereby thank many ppl for their care n concern. Esp dearly, pikachu, 916, Yy, lewis, David, kaiming, my work colleagues, my ex-church friends. Thank you! =D

Because... no matter what happens to me..
I'm STILL SURVIVING!
haha.

and OF COURSE!
Thank God for everything that happened.
You are the Best~

I.shall.not.touch.pork.and.sea.food.any.any.more~

=)

Jaime's wish for 2011: I want a F&B job off on wkends & pH!

You know, this verse always give me hope that never dies:

''With man this is impossible,
but with God all things are possible.''
=)

Amen!

2010-12-01T13:23:00.002+08:00

Happy bday to dearest bestie aka nuer aka CF!
9Nov2010

(Sorry for the late upload.. haaa)

Last month Nov OT gao gao... sleep time bao bao... (understand?) lol.
But when i check my pay.. a smile came to me.
Arghhh my hard earn pay!
Maybe i've regretted spending so much money in the past on my hair >_<
Now I want to grow back my long hair!
=)

What happens and busy-ing recently?
- Recently during nov i brought a piano.. and i got my gd friend Lewis to give me lesson during my off day =)
- Recently one of my colleagues kevin got sack due to absent from work w/o mc.. sad for him =(
- Recently i always take cab home after work lol!
- Recently i've fingers exercise (piano) almost everyday!
So i say...
JJ= Jaime jiayou
Precious I Always Need yOu = PIANO
This will be my long term investment...

btw friends, My off day is fix on Wednesday if u wanna ask me out =D HAHA!!!

Jaime!

Continue to jiayou!
Miss all of you friends! =)

church. universal studio. kbox. Pool. swimming pool. Golf. badminton. Tennis. Cycling. ECP. Besties.
I miss all!
hahhaaaaa

2010-11-19T19:07:00.002+08:00

Hi friends!

I'm back @ blogging!

=)

I miss everyone. I miss my besties, my BC church friends, my A7J2!!!

I miss attending service, pool, kbox, and friends' gathering.

But due to my busy working life, everyday work 8am to 7pm or even later....

my life is like this

wake up--> go work --> at work --> after work take bus/cab home --> go home hv dinner n bath --> sleep.

only for off day i go for piano lesson, shopping, stock up food supply and for family/bf.

So my church friends were asking me..

how are you jaime? where are u? Y u so long nv come church?

I'm sorry and i disappoint God.

But deep in my heart, Father Lord You know I've a goal..

I've plans made for You.

I'll be back. Definitately. 101%.

2 weeks ago, thank God i attended 2 times the discoveries'10 seminar by SDA church.

It taught me a lot of things...

And my motivation and drive for God never dies.

Instead, my motivation and drive formy job is fading.

I really want to quit.

i've worked 6 months + already!

wow!

next job... wad shall i work? that I can be able to allocate time for sabbath, for God, for my family n friends too?

God, lead me. Stay with me.

And forgive me for what i'm doing right now.......

2010-10-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

It’s a long long journey
Till I know where I’m supposed to be
It’s a long long journey
And I don’t know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It’s a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I’ve spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what’s my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you’ll be standing by my side
It’s a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don’t even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can’t see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It’s a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
Cause it’s a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you.to you

This is her feelings now.......

Father, you said its not the time yet... I heard You...
I'll wait for the day... I'll jiayou de!
My tears are not just because I'm sad, I'm disappointed or I'm tired,
but its because I can't wait to do something for you...
I really do..
Did you hear my cry?

2010-09-26T21:27:00.001+08:00

Many many things happened in just these 2 months (when I disappear in blog)

haha.

And so... I shall be back.

Stay tuned~

LOL.

Have a great day~

God bless you =)

2010-08-05T16:23:00.003+08:00

Lord Father,

I belong to You.

All my heart, my soul and my body.

I trust in every Word You spoke. To me.
In You alone, I find all my answers to everything.

Away from me the devil one.

As My Father will never let You harm me.

He is above all.

He is always with me.

And this I am assure of,

Forever and ever.

Amen!

I.will.never.give.up.
This... I promise You Lord =)

Time to take a break for blogging.
As I've no time to blog cos of my no-life job and busy schedule.
Lol.
Cya around.

The Lord is my God.
He is my everything.
In this world, what is your everything to You that will last?
To me, is Him. His love and grace for me =)
As there is only one way to Heaven.
It is through Christ Jesus.
Join me to the eternity of Heaven, my dearest ones =)

2010-07-23T14:33:00.002+08:00

Another week has passed. Time flies~~~

[14July10 Wed]
My off day. Went to mac had breakfast with boyfriend after his work then back home to zzz until 3pm. LOL. so nice to slp~~~ PNP is great, all the time! =) My heart, soul and body were all restored and renewed~~

[15july10 Thurs]
war @ work- 8.30pm to 8+pm.
Today is just so not me. I'm not used being quiet... being not talking... but I just did. Mayb bcos its work.. its just so different at work >_<

But thank God - ''Yet I am still joyful because You told me to.'' =)

You are so not professional.

[16July10 Fri]
I'm so so tired. All my energy are used and finished using all for work...
8.30-7+pm
Didn't go oikos bcos of that =(

[17July10 Sat]
Traffic jam and raining in the morning. Late for work =(
Today is just not my day.
After work 7+pm, dearly came to find me =)
My day are made back by him. haaa.
Had dinner at PS & watched a cute & funny movie ''Despicable Me''
When i reach home n finally get to bed... it was 2am zzzzzz.

My sis say i can go support the korean band 2am le.
cos i always slp at 2am.
LOL!!! lame >_<

[18July10 Sun]
8am work again.. i slp liek 3hrs+?
Heard from 916 he wanna learn how to slp so less from me.. cos he liek everyday slp n slack at camp.. wth...! haaaa.
work till 7+pm. then meet dearly n went to his Sis place for her daughter 2yrs old bday celebration.
His sis's daughter is so kawaii~~~
Grow up sure a lot of ppl woo her one. she so princess-like. haaa!
Then went to airport~
Then back home 2am slp again. zzz LOL.

[19July10 Mon]
8.30 to 7.30pm.
After work, meet dearly at e!hub.
Wanted to watch movie but All were red- full!
lol.
I wanna watch Nodame Catabile - The Finale!!!
2nd attempt already.
But nvm afterall today's meeting is not in vain.
=))
I slp at 1am today! (1hr earlier) =D

[20July10 Tue]
8.30 to 7.
Today samantha on MC. so only zheng hua & me doing the work.
After work, went to salon for hair wash.. I heard my hair saying thank u to me. LOL.
realli dislike my hair after work... oily & disorganised... but no choice work made my hair dry n dirt..
3rd attempt failed! Still havent watch the movie I wanted to watch~~

I love bus 65! hahahaha!

[21July Wed]
Again only me & zheng hua work. (nv count chef cos she always busy with many stuffs)
N again 8.30 to 7.
Everyday 7+ i also siannzzzz...
Work is no life.
Rush to PNP after work.
Of course, late.
PNP is always so great.
Thank you Cheryl also =)

In the stillness of the night,

I heard Your voice.

You said this.

Don't be unhappy. Go busy with your work and stuffs.

But remember I'm always here.

Come back to me when you're tired and weary.

And you will find your rest.

=D
Father Lord, forgive me.
I am wrong.
Because of Work and Boyfriend, I've been spending less time with You.
Now I wanna balance my life.
I heard You. Thank you Father!
I love you Jesus~

[22July10 Thurs]
8.30pm to 7.30pm.
I almost died today morning.
My ...... is so painful >_<

Everyday was so tired.
I close my eyes and can immediately fall asleep le.
Be it in train, bus, bus stop, storeroom rest time, after lunch, sitting down, standing up etc.
N i miss train stops everytime!!!

The night of Bedok reservoir was great~
2am slp today again! HAHA!

[23July10 Fri]
OFF DAY!
After 8 days continuously working to 7+ n slping ard 2am.
slp till 10am tooday. 8 hrs of slp! =D
Wash clothes, tidy stuffs. Rest.
Going oikos n pool later =)

Thank God is Friday!

2010-07-13T22:48:00.003+08:00

1july10 Thurs
My off day~
Went to tiong bahru to return the Hp to the owner. He kept thanking me n say i'm v. kind. I passed him a letter.. inside wrote what God spokes to me that I wanna tell him.
A wish for you i shall pray, may you come to know the Lord soon as I know that this meet wasnt just a coincidence =)

went to orchard n eat marche n kbox with jerry & xue xue =D

2july10Fri
9 to 7.30pm today's work.
I watch Twilight Eclipse today =D
This is definitely not going good ... spiritually. =(((

3july10 Sat
Work is tiring. everyday. 8 to 7+ today.
After work went to meet jerry n christoper.
They brought me to Marina golf club.
I got to play golf for the very first time!
What an experience~
Thx u chris for teaching me how to hold n position myself...
I wanna really know how to play one day! Yay ONE DAY haaa
Then had supper n home sweet home =D

4july10 Sun
The devil is trying to tempt me to have fear... But Lord is always with me, protecting me =D
8 to 7.30pm work today... arghhh!
N i reach home @ 2+am...
how many hrs i slp a week? Maybe less than a day! LOL!!!
So means.. I work 6 days, slp 1 day? LOL!!!!

5july10 Mon

Happy bday to beebeeeeee~~~ Happy 22! =D

9-7.30pm today work. zzzz
I got ulcer, sore throat, back pain, leg pain, pain everywhere lol..

you are so sweet~ =D

6july10 Tue
Working with Zheng Hua and Gavin was great~ =)
Father Lord, show me the way. Enlighten me. I don't know should I continue after the 3 months probation...

I know that I'm spending less time for God... cos of this job.
And I also spending less time for QT with You due to too tired out...
How could I?!!! =((
Father, give me the spiritual strength that I'll always be desperate and hungry for your word~

7july10 Wed
Maybe I should learn and also improve on my skills more before I quit?
Yes yes i must improve myself! I must enjoy my job! =)
After work, went to PNP. Ty David for pei-ing me =)
N we had supper @ mac after that.
Great, I'm so tired...!

8july10 Thurs
Natsume San is back~
I still feel the same, cos everyday will do mistake =X

The night of ECP was beautiful~
Did you really saw the shooting star? Nice! =)

9july10 Fri
OFF DAY! =D
2am slp. 9am wake up. 7 hrs of slp =)
went to Bioskin for facial.
Then to buy things.
Then cook lunch.
Then make bee's cake.
Then make dragonfruit ice blend.
Then head to airport meet oikos friends for dinner. 916 joined us =)
Then had supper.
Then go bedok reservoir.
Then its 3am le.
LOL.

10july10 Sat
slp only 2hrs. work from 8 to 7.
Then head to meet them at PS. Jerry& cheryl came to find me @ workplace.

celebrate bee'e bday =)

11july10 Sun
8 to 7 again.
After work, meet jerry for dinner n we head to pasir ris park =)
So nice there.. how i wish i have a hse there.. then every morning the sun will shine bright into my hse... n the light will wake me up.. heeee. *DREAM ON* lol.

12.07.2010... I'm attached! Yes I mean, I'm in love~
A paragraph to who i'm attached to...
I'm attached to this guy called Jerry and He is 24 this year, stays at bedok north, full time student at SIM course is accounting and finance, character is friendly and he is very nice to his friends.. nv bang se them.. n he got many 'go up fire, go down sea' buddies, his height is >1.75 weight is <70, bday is 5sept, hobbies is soccer and play games, likes to tease me and pinch my cheeks till I wanna punch and pinch him also, likes to eat anything but not everything, dislikes cheese, pork liver, cockles that i remember, and don't eat quite a lot of things altho i force him to try. LOL!!!! =X

Lord I pray that We'll be tgt happily ever after, be faithful and loving for eternity and if problems were to arise, it will not break us but made us stronger...
And of course, drawing close to You all the time!
Amen.

(This felt like I'm going to get married likedat..... opps.)

13july10 Tue
Work work work...
When is my break coming up?
Hmm i mean a long break..
I want to go travel! haaaaa!

2010-06-30T22:26:00.004+08:00

Hi ppls~

wow. I saw that many came to visit my blog~

Good good.

Now I'm here for updates~

From... 9Jun to 30Jun!!!

Haha.. keep reading!

=D

9Jun10 Wed

Its my bday! And also my off day!
Happy Birthday Jaime~~
I thank all my friends & love ones who remb me, wished me, gave me presents, and prayed for me =D

Today i stayed home to rest~ wow so nice! haaa..
And PNP was awesome~
Thx to David my prayer partner and Cheryl who prayed for me~
God bless all of ya!

10Jun10 Thurs

Thank u my colleagues for the present~ I love it =)
Today went to melody's graduation show at Napfa =)
I say... I will consider! =)

11Jun10 Fri

After work went to oikos.
Oikos was great.
But my heart is sadden by sth else...
Thx to edmund ge ge blessed me with the supper treat~~~
N we cab home again^^
2am+ then slp zzzzz

12Jun10 Sat & 13Jun10 Sun

Very blur today. Had a lot of careless mistake at work. so hungry n tired LOL.
After work went to find Jerry and his friends for dinner =)
Then went home slp.. zzzz

Sun work is super busy and tiring =(((
Bedok reservoir wind was awesome =D

14Jun10 Mon

Everyday's work- scoop cake->pudding->clean up. haaaa
wo.zhi.dui.ni.you.gan.jue =)

15Jun10 Tue

I experience God's goodness today!
Ytd I randomly look at bus guide at far east bus stop and I found out that bus 54 got go to liang court directly instead of taking bus 143 n stop at opp. UE square then walk to liang court. And today it was raining v. heavily, i didnt bring my umbrella.
Thank God for bus 54 (if not i'll be drenched)
Thank God I found out this.
Thank God for loving and protecting me from rain =D
Tears of joy i shed to thank and praise You~

I got sth to tell you face to face, one day =)

16Jun10 Wed
After work went for PNP.
I learnt to smile and be happy every moment of my life =)

''Be joyful always''
1thessalonians 5:16

17Jun10 Thurs

I spent $217 on my hair today! lol.
But I love my new hairstyle =D

Looking forward to church camp...!

18Jun10 Fri

Off day! We went to Zoo~~ 28 of us =)
Had fun watching the animal shows, looking at the animals, taking photos, eating Ben & Jerry with Jerry lol. =))

19Jun10 Sat

Went to far east plaza meet up with Cheryl, melody & jerry.
Brought a dress for the church camp dinner. Kawaii =) haaa.

20Jun10 Sun

Today is realli a war day. Work from 8.30 to 8. lol.
After that went to cheryl hse to make ezrel de cake
Thank God cheryl's Dad drive me home =))
It was 2am+ when i go to bed zzz

21Jun10 Mon

Work 9 to 6+ today.
One day at least must work 8 hrs? hmmm.
Went home pack my lagguage for church camp.
Then pass to Jerry help me take =D Tyty~

22Jun10 Tue - 24Jun10 Thurs

Today is a good good day.
Work till 6pm then cab with Jerry to the Plaza take coach bus to KL.
6.45pm to 11.45pm bus ride =)
When reach there, were told to play Angel and Mortar game.
Jerry n Cheryl same gp while me & Hong same gp.
Had supper at the cafe lobby
Again, slp at 2+am...

Next day,
wake up at 6.45am
Devotion at 8am
Breakfast at 8.30am
Service at 10am Pastor Raymond Mooi shared about building his church at KL...
Then Lunch
Then play games (I didnt realli play cos i got stomach pain that day)
Then meet up with group to discuss a skit
Our gp is to advertise our Mask and the theme is Princess Mask.
Then after that went back to hotel to change. We were suppose to wear a mask and dress to be not recognise.

The Masquerade Night has arrived!
I felt liek a princess today~ with Cheryl~ hee =)
And Andrew and some of my gp members could not recognise me! HAHA!
After the night dinner with games and shows, we had supper again at cafe lobby.
3+am then slp!

Next morning we had breakfast then service.
Realli love the worship songs.
I wanna join MM! one day.....
Then pack up, had lunch and took bus back to singapore.
Reach ard 8+pm
Had dinner at KFC
Suddenly my gastric v. pain
N so took cab home with Jerry.
Prayed to God for healing power and immediately my pain was gone!
Praise the Lord =D
What a day~

Realli enjoyed and love church camp!~~
I realli love is that every morning I wake up, the first thing is God and fellowship. And every night before sleep, is also God and His fellowship~
Looking forward to our eternity in heaven~

I will continue to pray for your salvation =)

25Jun10 to 27Jun10 Fri to Sun

Took MC for 3 days.
Due to strain of back spine...
Seen the TCM doc on fri, western doc on sat...
I needa rest, realli...

Went for ignite conference on friday night.
Had a great time with God- I realli can feel your presence during the worship~
Very special is that the youth leader uses magic to illustrate n teach gospel. cool~
After that we had supper @ chomp chomp and cab home~

I'm not ashamed of the gospel.
I will bring about the message to all nations and proclaim to all that Jesus is Lord.
=)

Celebrated huixin pre-bday celebration at PS on sat night =)
Wish you a happy blessed bday~

On sunday, I finally step into church youth room for the youth service. And bringing along 2 of my dearest friends, Jerry & Ronald =)
Its been 1.5 mths since i step into there.
Rejoice~~ I realli felt so happy to be there again.
Because of MC, i'm able to go church that day.

Father Lord, lead me to the right path that I will be align with you.
I wanna do things that will honour you and give ypu glory.
I wanna impact people around me for your goodness~~
Amen!

I may seem to be just ordinary in MAN's eyes,
But to God, I'm extraordinary.
Thank you Jon for praying for me~

28Jun10 Mon

Back to work~
I had a very nice dream ytd, today n tml. =D
Work was tiring cos my spine still hurts and suan.
I need healing power from You, Lord~

I thank God pikachu jie jie passed her exams with flying colours.
I thank God my colleagues help me carry heavy stuffs and trust for who I am.

Today work from 9 to 8. zzz.

Meet 916 & CF at ion for dinner =)

Are you willing to walk with me, to be touched by God
and to the eternity of heaven?

29Jun10 Tue

I coincidently found a Hp at bus 5 in front of my seat today.
The first thought that came to me was that how am i gonna return to the owner of this Hp?
Search the contacts and found that the Hp belongs to a him and contacted his sis to inform abt it 3 times then she understand her bro lost the hp. lol.
I'm happy that I am able to bless someone like this.
And Dear chun kiat, God wants me to tell you that He loves you~
Be more careful with your belongings okay (reminding myself oso lol)
=))

11771554 =D

30Jun10 Wed

Work from 9 to 7 today, same as ytd...
Starting from this week my saturdays and sundays will be working from 8am le....
My back still very pain =(((

1July10 Thurs

My off day today!
Its a new month~
So lets adopt a new attutide to stay joyful and thankful for everyday that is coming our way~
=))

May God bless you~

With love,

Jaime

2010-06-18T22:46:00.003+08:00

Hapi wanna thank these ppl for the lovely presents~

My beloved oikos members, my dearest besties, Weiqing Kor, my colleagues, Lisa & Ezrel =)

I'm sorry ppl, too busy to update my blog right now.

I shall update after my church camp, when I'm free?

Haas.

Take lots care and Miss all my friends alwayz~

Love,
Jaime

2010-06-09T01:42:00.000+08:00

Its gonna be a long post!
Since my last journal update was 26may10.
wahaha! Enjoy the reading~
=))

27may10 Thurs
Work was tiring, tough, stress, rushing. I almost died =X
work from 9 to 8 today.

28may10 Fri
Public holiday!
I used to like PH cos can rest at home or can go out n enjoy..
But today... got work =(
And so busy! so tired!
After work, cab down to Tamp point spot education meet with my church friends for our outreach event 'colours event'
Adam and eve were great! The skit was great! =D

Thank to Ronald, jerry, nuer, eunice, william, shin, arielle who came for the event =)
Thank u xue xue for helping me~

today heard a lot of nonsense???
my mouth shall not sin! =X

I actually left my work uniform & stuffs at spot education.
I actually drop the hp jie lend me into the drink and cannot use liao.
I actually took cab thrice today. Go event, go eat supper and back home.
Dots!!!!

29may10 Sat
Had dinner after work at azabu sabo with xue =) Thanks for coming all the way down to find me pass me back my uniform~~
I also like to thank Ron for lending me ur Hp =)

30may10 Sun
V. sad today. nth gd happened today (b4 at night).

1.
Work today was extremely tiring and busy.
I called working now as 'going to war'
Told Gavin abt it he laugh. lol.
war started at 9am n ended at 8.30pm today...

2.
Somebody made me cry today. Awwwww. Why? ='((

3.
I cant go church camp!
I can only get 2 days leave (1 day PH, 1 day off)
sad until cannot sad.

went to meet up with joel, jerry and xue for dinner @ long john silver then we went to e!hub for bowling and pool =)

Saw bearbear on my way up on the escalator.
Bearbear! =D

And guess wad? I took cab home again. LOL.

31may10 Monday
Work was boring, every morning.
So many temptations around me.
But i thank God you are always with me~~
How do I live without You?
=)

1Jun10 Tue
Every morning Satan is tempting me... to give up.
But with God, I got more power to resist than to allow it =D

Low self esteem today =((

2Jun10 Wed
Today work is great. I really enjoyed.
Very rare i had such great feeling at work.
HAHA.

You know, I missed your smiles! really I do! =)

3jun10 Thurs
Today is really a war.
LOL.
finished at 7pm =)
Brought my new Hp- HTC Smart. Please don't lose or spoil again, my precious hp. lol =)
Had dinner at Swensens with pikachu & mummy =)
And back home by... Cab! haha!

4jun10 Fri
Off day~~
went down to courts buy tefal oven with xue today.
then went to eat ice cream n sing k with Jerry and Ron came too.
Cab down to BC for prophetic summit meeting.
Dear Father, I'll work towards your will and yes, I will enjoy my job! =)

After church, had dinner & pool with Jerry & his 2 freNz.
I got to know 2 new friends, Junior & Christoper today =)
Then guess wad? Cab home again! =X

5jun10 Sat
work was okay today. Very fast 9-4pm then had lunch break.
I get to design the small tarts. Natsume San says it was kawaii. Happy =DD
But still i feel i got a lot to learn.. need to brush up my skills. v. lan la must jiayou!
work till 7.30pm.
After work meet up with 916, beebee, nuer, jerry & cheryl.
Had dinner @ watami de pasta at central.
Thanks for the present n the lovely friends I had.
Was sharing some special memories with them.. during our sec sch days, poly days, past times..
Great to have those talk =)

A sense of security I received every time you are with me =)

6jun10 Sun
Work today... sads cos is a sunday! =((( I miss youth service!!!
After work jerry pei me eat dinner & chat =))
N guess wad? cab home again! LOL!!!

7jun10 Mon
Today work till 5.30pm =)
Was so tired I slp in the bus till realli almost dun wanna wake up..
After work went to cheryl hse n made a cake for myself.
HAHA.
Cheryl & her family celebrated for me.
lol.
feeling so special =)
And... cab home! lol.

wanna help me count how many cabs i took these days? lol.

8jun10 Tue
Today only 3 of us working (Natsume San, Gavin and me).
dots!!!
But finish at 5.30pm!
Xue came to find me.
Then Jon, joel seah & bryan gave me a surprise.
Was blindfold from inside the car all the way walk to TM fish & co. and when i open my eyes everyone was looking at me then sing bday song to me...
the feeling is so...
I shock at a moment.
took some time to recover.
But being kept in the dark for so long.. is realli frightening...!
lol.
All in all, a great day.
And we watched a movie- killers. Nice!
AMazing feeling.
Thank u my oikos members..
Such lovely brothers and sisters I have in Christ family =D
Love all of you~~~

2010-06-02T23:23:00.002+08:00

Song intro~~

周杰伦- 说了再见

天亮了雨下了你走了
清楚了我爱的遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放放不掉泪在飘
你看看你看看不到
我假装过去不重要却发现自己办不到

说了再见才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚而你我找不到
若角色对调你说好不好

说了再见才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

你的笑你的好脑海里一直在绕
我的手忘不了你手的温度
心碎了一地捡不回从前的心跳
伤心过去我无力逃跑

This is a very emotional sad song.
Love this song.
But I'm not emo.
LOL.
altho listening to this song, particularly to the sentence i bold,
I thought of ya......

I wanna see you smile again!
=D

Okay random.
haha~~~~

2010-05-26T12:49:00.004+08:00

beautiful~

One family~ LOL

2 Beloved Ge Ge~~ =p

All graduated in 3 diff years. haa.

My lovely J2~~

19may10 Wed marks our graduation day^^ Byebye to TP~~ Miss J2 loads. great to see them all~ Thank you my lovely friends for coming to my graduation day =)

20may10 Thurs
Thank you for coming to find me at work today^^ We went to eat at Tampopo restuarant =D
Watched a 3D movie- shrek forever after. Watch till wanna slp.. eyes v. tired lol. but a nice movie afterall. Then took bus n cab home. haaa.
I feel that sth is not right.
21may10 Fri
very tired! everyday slp ard 1+ n wake up at 6am...!!! I've sucessfully kicked my bad habit (laziness)! But not enough time to slp oso not gd for health... hmmm...
keep having the intention to quit my job... i want my saturdays and sundays!
22may10 Sat
Church anniversary dinner~ =D
Bestie cheryl is so pretty today^^^
17 5511_1_1 1~~

23may10 Sun
my heart feels so heavy...
This is the 3rd week I've missed.
=(((

24may10 Mon
Dinner at Manhattan Fish Market was great~
***the BD plans*** hehe =)

25may10 Tue
kbox with Ron, CF & cheryl~
The day i lost my Hp (my contacts! all the msgs! arghhhhhh)
I met an unkind soul today. =(
Is this Your plan for me?
I'm gonna be more careful!

26may10 Wed
OFF DAY! wooray =D
Yes thats y i got time to update my hibernate blog..
every wk once! haaa.
I wanna go hair salon. I wanna buy a hp. I wanna meet up with my classmates. I wanna go church camp. I wanna spend time with my pikachu & mummy. I wanna...
I have a lot of wants! haaaa
3 mths n go? or continue....
My career.... No decision yet.

2010-05-19T10:22:00.006+08:00

I miss our JES' Crepes~

My besties~

I miss my long hair~~

I miss lollipop~

9May10 Sun

went for the 10.30am service with cheryl. Today I learnt that we shld not dwell in our past as it'll affect what God has planned for our future. Father, I need you in everything of me....

Had lunch with them. Anyway I was glad my friend Andrew was back in church =)

10May10 Mon

Ist day of my Ist perm job!

So far so good.

Thank you to those who wished me all the best, ask me to jiayou, take care, and always supporting me.. u all are so lovely. Thank God for such nice friends I had =)

And I'll jiayou de!

Today my job task is to weigh n mould cookie dough, grate cheese and chocolate, portion up puddings, cut orange wedges and clean the fridge. HAHA. 9-5pm. Time flies~~

Tired! Muscle ache. LOL =X

Get to know Samatha, Gavin, Kevin, Zheng Hua n etc =))

11May10 Tue

Terrible, horrible, stress feeling.

I hate to be tempted. Cos i hate the feeling of holding on.....

arghhh so difficult.

Lord father, I really need you.

I know you are giving me obstacles so to train me to become stronger and overcome my weakness..

But lord will I drift futher away from you bcos of this job?

I felt useless today.

12May10 Wed

Today's work? Orange again. lol.

Went to bedok had dinner with cheryl & melody after work then we head for PNP.

PNP was great.

Lord father I love you, I don't want to drift apart from ya~~~

13May10 Thurs

Today almost late. I ran all the way from bus stop to tampopo deli then punch the card..it was 8.49am! wow lucky. haha.

Cos my work requires me to punch 10mins b4 work if not consider late..

Work is tiring... bored... I feel liek giving up..

But many a times, I know its Satan tempting me to have this idea..

So i shld hold on..

I promised God, jie & myself not to..

wo bu shi yi ge qing yi fang qi de ren! =)

Jiayou jiayou jiayou!

After work, Cheryl n David came to find me.

Was so glad to see them =))

Then went to meet jie at parkway..

took cab home zzz

14May10 Fri

Its my rest day today! Happy!

But when i thought of sat n sun.. jiu sian!!!

Stayed home today online, watch drama then pei pikachu to raffles, tg pagar & 313 to send letters.

We ate dinner at this restuarant called F.I.S.H. not v. nice one lol.

Went for oikos next. Oikos was great~~~

Saw edmund ge ge botak head! lol. but he still v. cute~ HAHA!

15May10 Sat

Work from 9 to 8 today. After work rush down to find my friends- 916, nuer, bee, yy, eueu, anson, sally at SMU.. we played card and boardgames there =)) Then cab home!

I'm guilty today for the sins =(

16May10 Sun

Work from 9-9 today. shiok man. Really tired!

While I was working, I look at the clock..

(oh its 10.30am.. main service... oh its 4pm le.. wonder youth svc how le...)

Receive a msg from idol, he ask me gt come main svc or not.. how i wish i'm there!

Really.... shld i quit my job?

Even when my body is working, my heart is with you lord.

After work went to bedok mac meet up with my church friends.

I miss church. I miss you all~~~

17May10 Mon

9 to 7 today.

Oranges, always. HAHA!

Dunno y i still can't open up to my colleagues... I shld guard my tongue.. I felt Sin =(
After work took cab to spot edu for tietary oikos meeting.

Cab again! lol.

I slp at 2am sharp..

ZZzzzzzz!!!

I felt anger today. But...

The moment I thought of you, smiles will come naturally from my heart.
Thanks for brightening up my day, thanks for smiling =)

18May10 Tue

9-5.30pm today! Early~~
Cheryl came find me for lunch today~~
love tampopo deli de cream puffs~ Cookies~ cakes~ yummy~

Went for dinner & Kbox with Samatha, Gavin & Kevin =)

Loves singing~~~

Off day tml~ Graduation ceremony tml~ PNP tml~

Okay. Come back next week for updates. HAHA. =)

God bless you all~~

Loves, Hapi

2010-05-08T11:17:00.006+08:00

On Wed, I went for the 2nd interview to discuss for my working schedule and salary package. Although i get the job, i didn't feel the true happiness in me. Thoughts keep floating on my mind.
Regards to my saturdays and sundays will be eaten up for work. Is this worth it?
As my mind began to tink more.. I felt sad. Really sad.
But on another hand, to find a bakery job that can train my skills and have career advancement, with good working hours is not easy.
I'm really confused.

And yesterday after talking to Cheryl and Kaiming about it, my decision are more firm.
God has spoken to me through them.
And this decision doesn't just come like that.
Lord, when I say I love you, I should really mean it even if it costs me.
Nothing is more important than you.
If having a job makes me less time for You, I rather reject it.
I would rather follow your way than drifting further from you while having the heart desire to want you yet only in vain.
I can't sleep the whole night thinking about this question.
But actually I've decided, You are more important than anything else.
So early morning the first thing i did was to email the HR and tell them about it.
Liz is kind enough to discuss this with my pastry chef and...
She allow me to take time off on sundays!
which means... I'm able to attend services and fellowship just as before!
Whats more great than this?
I'm realli touched.
I believe God has heard my cry and worries all these while.
Lord father I thank you with all my heart.
And I also thank the God's people who are there with me.
I will do my best to do according to Your will.
Je t'aime Jesus!
I proudly said it =)

With you, I'm everything.
Without you, I'm nothing.
For God you are greater than any problems that I faced.
I rejoice and know that this will please you too, my dearest Father =D

2010-05-04T20:23:00.003+08:00

Wed..
Watched The bounty hunter this movie. Feeling weird that day which I dunno why. Something is wrong.... hmmm.

Still worrying over... but I know everything will be fine.

Thurs..
I worked from 8.30 to 5.. last day operation for healthtrends tpy philips clinic. Then help to count the med stock and pack up.

I'll miss being a clinic assistant!
I'll miss working with Rachel!

I'll miss the patients and doctors!

I'll miss everything there!

haha!

Fri..

I cried today. The tears contain bitterness. But i shouldnt talk back. I must hold it.
For the tears is worth it when the truth is revealed one day... yup.

went back to the clinic to help clear up everything. And the clinic was handed over to another management. BB healthtrends philips! Had lunch with Donald and Rachel. Thanks for the guidance and care~ Nice working with ya^^

After that went to meet up with pikachu, 916 & yy at expo. Went to the fair and had dinner there. Sea coconut hapi's love.. what a joke! LOL =X

Then head to oikos =)

Today okios celebrate edmund gege's farewell dinner & bday of hoon & hong.

Edmund ge ge u must take care in NS wor!!! haha!
Took lots of pics! haha!

Saturday...

went back to TP to rent the graduation suit with hwee, lihui & cheryl.

Had lunch at KFC

Went to bee hse with nuer to play game & chatted =)

Chatted quite long while eating dinner.. for hmm 2-3hrs?

It was liek when we are back during our sec sch days...

Long time nv update them with my life.. haha =D

I love you, my bestie friends nuer & beebee.

back home by cab haaa!

Sunday...

Went for Main & youth service with cheryl~~

Nuer came for the youth service. Great to see ya there!

I believe God will touch ur heart one day.

Remember, He loves you =D

Then had dinner & watched a movie with them

And back home feeling so tired. haaa.

Enjoyed today! =)

Monday.. Tuesday..

went for the job interview @ Liang court..

met Mr Takagi the founder of Creative food concept.

So honoured to meet him =))

Was tasked to do a skill test.. Deco the cake.. cut the fruits..

hmmm... I tink i forgot how to do piping le.. opps =X

But they are so nice.. still offer me the job..

Guess i needa jiayou! Ya!

And i guess I'll start work soon?

Tml is the 2nd interview.

I realli thank God i am able to find a job that is, related to my field of study, my interest (pastry & cakes), the working hr is btw 8/9am & latest 7/8pm.. (unlike the other chain restaurants until 10+11)...

But but... I hope I'm still be able to attend services & oikos.

God you are a good God.

You will never forsake me.

You always answer to my prayers.
N because I want to be with the One who set me free..

I love the above sentence!

I'm sad today I cried again ='(

How much does my tears worth......

I still believe that you will be able to come to know and accept the Truth one day.

2010-04-27T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hi I'm back~ lol. Shall blog abt the whole of last week now~~

19Apr10 Mon
Today i cried. The tears were filled with relief and happiness, and most importantly, the love from God. =)

My colleague Rachel was very sick today with stomach ulcer.. I was so worried sick for her.. and at the meantime, i need to worry abt being alone at the clinic to do everything myself.. This is the ist time Rachel was not with me. Can you imagine how tensed n stress I was? I was afraid i dispense wrong medicine.. I was afraid i give wrong info to the patients.. I was afraid I'm not quick enough.. etc n etc.. Then there was one time that i can't find the medicine to dispense.. at the same time many were waiting for me to register etc.. N i thought of God.. I prayed for his help and immediately I saw the medicine I wanted straight through my eyes.. I cant believe it??? But this is real. His word is true, Matthew 21:22. He answers to my prayer as I truly believes in it =D

20Apr10 Tue
Rachel is back. Thank God! =)
Dr Choo is so... how shld i describe? sadly, he is unhygenic and indifferent to be liek a doctor.. opps. hmmm i tink he need to change his attutide?
N guangming! the bang seh feel is so so not nice to have =(
haaa but i nv blame you, i know u're too busy to help me..

I know I still have a long long way...
As I'm not like others who grow up walking with God since the very ist day..
I don't have the foundation, don't have a strong faith..
But keep growing! I'll grow to love you more =)

21Apr10 Wed

I'm tired today.
After work, pei mummy to CGH for her appointment. Her bones has joined back but now is the vascular veins that cause her inability to walk..
She actually forgots how to walk >_<>

I came across this verses and felt that I should share with those (including myself & pikachu jiejie) having problems in their lives.. Do not be discouraged and give up! =)

Dear friends,
do not be surprised at the painful trial you are suffering, as though something strange were happening to you.
But rejoice that you participate in the sufferings of Christ, so that you may be overjoyed when his glory is revealed.

1 Peter 4:12-13

22Apr10 Thurs

Dr chew is really...!!! How can a doctor be like this? sigh sigh.

After work went to yew tee to meet Ezrel. Thanks for the gift =) God bless ya^^

Then went to yck meet nuer, joel seah & edmund gege lol

we head to 313 de marche to have my late lunch.. then shop ard and pei them for dinner & I went home..

Today is my uncle birthday =)

n bcos of this i didnt missed the bible study =(

I have a new wish..

My greatest wish is one that came into my dream before..

I saw my whole family went to church tgt to worship Jesus.

This is so sweet!!!

I woke up in warm hearts.

Altho this wish is far from reality,

but I strongly believe that it will come true... soon!

23Apr10 Fri

Thank u Rachel for the breakfast.

Hot milo. wholemeal bread with ham and butter.

one of the warmest breakfast I eva eaten =D
After work, meet nuer for lunch at tpy and went home.

Went to oikos with cheryl.

Today's oikos has fewer ppl but I still enjoyed & learnt =)

As i wonder.. what will I become in years to come as I walk with Christ daily?

How sweet the thought. =)

24Apr10 Sat
Received an email for a job interview next week =D

Thoughts wondered in my mind.

Will I get the job? what future challenges awaits me?

I was so anxious abt it!!! hahaha.

went shopping with cheryl & nuer today =D

Do you know you are my worry now?

I'm so damn worried for you. Where have you gone to? =(((

24Apr10 Sun

I'm blessed with God's teachings and guidance through attending main & youth svc today =D

Today's service was excellent!

After svc, went swimming with cheryl & melody.

Then had dinner with cheryl, david, kaiming & his fren n went our fav place bedok mac lol.

I won the monopoly deal! heee.

God is good, all the time! =))

I love you, holy spirit~~

25Apr10 Mon

HAPPY HAPPY DAY!

A gd day to start with~

with holy spirit living in me~

=))

i.really.felt.different.ever.since.you.lives.in.meeeeee

I'm Happy! All day!

Anyway today i meet 916 for movie- ice kacang puppy love.

Nice movie! but sad ending!

I got a great friend Joel Kiu who blessed me with a spiritual gift today.

Thanks x100!

Father I pray that he will come back to you in no time.

All time for God and his ppl.

Less time for myself.

No time for family...

26Apr10 Tue

I was down with flu today.

Then i rememberd 916 was sneezing every moment during the movie ytd.

He spread the virus to me!

argh!!!

But thank God, with rest, I've recovered.

As the days go by, I'm drawing closer n closer to you~~

Since the day you came into my heart, I can't imagine even a second without you =)

I love you daddy God!

2010-04-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

I experienced him today! =D

Jaime wanna thank her Daddy God for today!

And bcos of what happened today, I'm assured you are always with me, guiding me, caring for me, never forsake me when I'm alone, when I face difficulties, when nobody else could help me at that moment, when everything is not possible if I didnt put my trust on you...

Merci my Lord!

=D

I thank u thank u thank u a lots......................!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-18T23:58:00.003+08:00

12apr10 Mon
A brand new start of the week... but but.. v. tired.. 'wu xin gong zuo'... slp inside bus until i overshot the stop..
Thank God today was not busy.. Received a message from Cindy she asked me to help her collect the 2nd quarter data... great! I got another p/t time... haaa.. But cos i got my clinic job.. dun realli have a lot time to travel.. then i thought of wilcent to help me since he likes to joy-ride.. haaa..

1771551179 4- Created for ya! =)

13apr10 Tue
Work today was not busy also.. After work went to bedok meet wilcent brief him the job.. While briefing him at bedok ntuc we saw a girl oso collecting data from the sweets section.. lol. Then after that went to meet kor treat him eat popeyes =) Kor, thx for buying me the mouse & lending me iphone... u're so nice! God bless ya^^

14apr10 Wed
Another tiring day... what is happening to me? Why i feel tired all day!!!
After work had lunch with Rachel.. Thx for blessing me the lunch =)
I was stuck in playing sudoku.. until headache just to solve it.. LOL!
I was reading my paper and came across the Grand Park-Hotel group having recruitment fair this saturday at Grand Park City hall for F&B kitchen jobs.. So decide to go with cheryl for the interview^^

15apr10 Thurs
Today Dr Vincent Tan sees 40 patients! lol. was so busy today... After that head to tpy had my lunch.. while i was eating, i heard from another table a lady is sharing gospel with a friend of hers =) God is good! Keep spreading and let his love seal into our hearts =D After that went to collect a few datas.. then somehow bcos the weather too humid.. had headache and went home rest.. ate panadol and nap for 2hrs.. After that meet cheryl & melody and also joel seah to go church for bible study.. V. meaningful bible study! After that as usual went to mac had supper & head home.... zzz... tired lol.

16apr10 Fri
Rachel is not feeling well today =( But she still come to work cos of me.. if not i alone wont be able to handle everything... Thx^^
Today break record sia.. only 9 patients! So big difference! haaa!
After work, Donald drive us to tpy pizza hut and treat us eat lunch =)
Was so tired AGAIN, then head home to rest...
Suppose to meet nuer & eueu 6pm for dinner.. but she late! 7pm then come (''_)

Then we had dinner at Pizza Hut AGAIN! lol!

It was raining heavily..

took bus 15 to oikos gathering.. we late!!!

Hapi is so happy that my 4 dearest friends- bestie cheryl, nuer chiafong, hwee hwee & eueu came =D

Love the songs, love the sharing by hoon, love all my freNz, and Love God!

Oikos is great, always~

17apr10 Sat
Altho v. tired, i still wake up v. early in the morning... did some cleaning up and cook lunch to eat.. then there we go for the interview! had a quick chat with the chef, and after the interview is 3pm+ le.. time flies...! Then head to far east had our afternoon tea n meet 916, bee & yy... We walked ard.. yy brought the PS3 for $400+?? wah.. so ex.. If its me, i'll use it for my hair. LOL. =X then me & 916 took bus 36 to pwy meet up with nuer and buy our dinner @ carl junior =) My leg so pain.. got blisters le.. wanna take cab but 916 insist to walk.. so bad! =( haaaa!
Then we walk to teo heng ktv to meet up with eueu and her friends.
Today is a great day!
I got to know 3 new friends- Yuen Sheng, Ronald & Jerry =)
They're v. nice & friendly ppl. And they sings v. well too^^
And somemore 2 out of the 3 lives v. near me @ bedok!
wow.. the world is so small.. haaa
Took a lot of pics... And eueu nuer & me scream a lot at the ktv until no voice to sing.. LOL dots...
After the K from 6-9pm n somemore we late for 45mins (which is defintately not enuff for me to sing lol).. head to eat supper at pwy hawker centre.. Had a chat with them awhile then they meet up with their frenz to watch movie while me, eueu, 916 & nuer headed home cos v. tired AGAIN. haaa!

I wanna sing again! =X

18Apr10 Sun
Whats happening to my brain? I'm feeling so tired liek i had just eaten those med that cause drowsiness.. cause me to miss out a lot things in the morning... i woke up at 8+ initally.. but after eating my breakfast.. suddenly felt v. tired n went back to nap.. then it was 1.30pm when i woke up next! rush to youth svc.. but nv late.. just nice =D
Today service was great too^^
After that attended the foundation class with cheryl.
Then went with them to siglap eat our dinner at cafe cartel..
After that wanted to take cab.. but after a lot of discussions... still we took bus home >_<>

I am so dead tired! =(

2010-04-11T19:21:00.003+08:00

BY2- Everytime I look Into Your Eyes

I still hear your voice out front
making them cold
Everything in a mess
Why this feeling turn so cold,
freezing in the darkness, so alone.

Everytime I look into your eyes,
I can tell you our love is still alive,
it's killing me,Oh Baby~
Everytime you look into my eyes,
I rather hear the truth than live in all your lies
I'm so lost , I'm so hurt for you,
how could I survive?

Would it be the very last kiss?
All these memories, all the sorrows stay or gone.

ECP was great. Fellowship was great.
Hair salon, hairstylist, hair cut were all good.
My friends were great.
The service was good.
God is Good.
Everything was great^^
Except.........

Anway.. lets work hard for my 5 goals in life!
Let us all work hard! Jia you~~~

Hapi will always be happy~ Yea~~
As long as you are happy, I will be happy too =)

2010-04-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

TGIF! I always love Fridays cos of Oikos.
I also love saturdays cos of fellowships.
And I love most is Sunday cos of worship & service~
But then again, its not enough...!
I must continue to grow my faith and walk close with him 24/7~~

Simple love this song so much... I don't mind to sing it 100 times & more! =))

What can wash away my sin?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus...
What can make me whole again?
Nothing but the blood of Jesus...

Oh precious is the flow
that makes me white as snow
No other fount I know
Nothing but the blood of Jesus

Lord father,

with thankful and repentant heart,

I'll always keep you as priority in me

and will never let you go, again.

Because its you who completed me,
blood for blood, life for life.

And Its you who blessed me all along.

Anything, everything, all-in-all

is related to you, my lord.

Keep me safe in you

in everything i did

that may glorify you

(Je t'aime)

Amen!

For some reasons,

never to iniatite a start if you dun wan it to end.

Yup.

Let this be like this and I'm happy enough~~

2010-04-09T00:42:00.000+08:00

woke up at 6+am as usual.. while in the journey to work was chatting with nuer.. I'm glad nuer has made a decision after considerating for so long.. this is good! cos at least you made your choice.. mummy will always support ya^^ jiayou! =) Today's clinic is by Dr Vincent tan.. usually will be v. busy.. but its so unlike the other days.. i'm stuck at playing with sudoku.. hehe.. nice one! =D After work, went to safra minds cafe with bryan, weekiat, david, hoon & samuel. We had our lunch and played boardgames there.. so fun..! haaa. Then head to church to help tidy and carry the cleaning stuffs that were used for loved to love proj back to storeroom.. And attend the bible study at 8pm.. today start the book of Ephesisans.. I dun realli understand what is it talking about..hmmm. Then after that we had our late dinner tgt.. time flies.. its 12am when i reach home... gonna be a tiring day tml again cos nt enuff slp.. But but, no worries, God gave me strength =))

Continue to smile, never stop smiling! =)
hwee hwee, now i understand why liao! haha.

2010-04-07T21:35:00.003+08:00

I always wonder..
Whats the difference btw a crush and like?
Degree of admiring feelings?
or wad?
How do u measure?
Tell me share with me!!!
haaaa...
Doesnt mean a person that gone through countless r/s means they know everything.
opps no i not referring to myself =X
or have i forgotten sth???

I'm so tired today!
I woke up at 6.30am with my eyes all red.
everyday slp at most 6 hrs..
Stand throughout the bus journey to work..
Thank God today was not very busy..
but cos healthtrends closing down in end apr..
so got a lot of medicine to pack n count to transfer...
I'm still seeking hard for a perm full time job!!!
>$1.5k, job related to food (if not then service), weekends (esp sun) off, best is at east/central...
if u got lobang pls contact me! haha.
Then today after work i went home straight away..
I close my eyes in the bus journey and when i open again, its at bedok reservoir le..
haaa!
Went home had lunch and nap..
so long nv take nap le..
damn love it!! haha.

Lord father,
heal my mummy's leg and make her walk again!

I believe this will come true in no time^^

2010-04-06T21:09:00.002+08:00

30mar10 Tue
Sometimes (or shld say quite often).. while walking home.. esp late at night.. I would wish that a miracle will fall upon.. that.......
hmm. In your dreams la! LOL. wake up! =X
Now then i start to write down my new year resolutions.. 1/4 of the yr has gone le lei jaime phua! lol. my hi5 impt tasks! =))

31mar10 Wed
Today i work OT with rachel. She treat me lunch.. so nice of ya^^ thank ya!!! Donald drive us to the tuas clinic to pack and count stocks.. cos the clinic closing down then must move out the stuffs and transfer the medicine..

what is my career prospect? Where is my dream job?
Still waiting for sky to drop down one to me =X

1apr10
April, new month... a new start... New happiness^^ =))
But received a call from my dearest cheryl that she got fever.. Hope she will recover soon^^

2apr10 Friday
meet melody for breakfast @ bedok mac and head to gd friday special svc @ 9.30am.
A day to remember today.
Who can wash away my sins....
Nothing but the blood of Jesus......
repeatedly singing this sentence...
He who save my life and give me the reason to life. Thanks lord^^
Continue to grow in faith^^^ Jiayou!

After svc, we had lunch in church. My team members for the love to love project are Vera, Gerald and Dickson. Nice knowing them =)) head to clean up the hse.. one is 3 room flat.. the other one 4rm flat tgt with weekiat's team.. Nice cleaning up^^ =))
After that head back to church slack & had our dinner...

Had a meaningful good friday today^^^

3apr10 Sat
Went out with pikachu and 916 to TM.. and meet guangming he drive us tgt to henderson wave.. its the first time they went there.. I love that place so so much! haaa.
But a pity it rain when we reach there after awhile. So we head to the nearest place.. which is vivo. and we slack and play games at starbucks~
Had an enjoyable gathering^^
Ty guangming for driving us ard~ haha =))

From today onwards, Bryan Khoo is my I-D-O-L.... LOLx =D

4apr10 Sun
Cheryl still sick... =((
Nuer not free today.. =((
went to church myself.. felt so bored.. But no fear cos God is with me all time.. Svc was quite short today.. head to katong eat laska and arcade & ktv with chris, see soon & melody^^ =D
head back home by cab. Thx my frenz for fulfilling my singing needs. LOL =p

5apr10 Mon
If you cant even sure about your own emotions, who is going to be sure abt it?
If the thoughts is for more than anyone else..
If pretending to be uninterested is the solution to avoid..

Today is a tiring day.. cos nv had enough slp...
After work meet cheryl and went to find them for badminton. At ist we went to tamp sports hall but is actually at chai chee cc.. dots.. lol
After that had our dinner and watched a movie called 'kidnapper' with cheryl, bryan, kaiming, weekiat, david, joel and melody^^
oh ya kaiming, wanna thx him for the sharing =))
After that head to cafe cartel for supper + amanda & muiteck =)
Bearbear came to drive us home! Ty bearbear~~~ I miss my J2~~~

6apr10 Tue
I thought today will be a tiring day.. cos i only slp liek less than 4hrs? But thank God who give me strength to last me through.. Everyday had a packet of choco/strawberry milk to last me from morning to after work.. enjoy drinking milk.. haaa.
Head to tamp sports hall with cheryl to meet up with the rest- Bryan, kaiming, david, joel, melody, weekiat & andrew =) Then head to have our lunch.. and slack at starbucks with bryan, david, joel, cheryl & melody with my fav caramel frappe! I blessed my idol with a cup too. heeez~

Loving someone is to see him/her be and stay happy.
I'll be happy =)

And tml will always be a new day, a better day^^

2010-03-29T18:54:00.004+08:00

Such a nice weather!
God's blessing =D

Hapi: Ice jelly cocktail
Cheryl: Sushi
Hwee hwee: Cookies
hehe =)

This weekend was well-spent and great^^^

Last sat we went to marina barrage (with hwee, cheryl, chris, david and his frenzzz) for picnic and play games. The wind is so nice^^ =)) saw from 916 blog he regretted not coming to marina barrage and went to pasir ris to fly kite instead. hahahahaha! opps =X
Ytd went to youth svc with cheryl. Was quite disappointed and ke xi that nuer cant make it.. Hope to see you soon! Service was again great!!! Repent and renew! I prayed for my bestie cheryl.. Hope everything goes well with her. =) After svc head to melody hse to swim tgt with hong, valerie & cheryl^^ I finally know how to swim le.. thanks to cheryl bestie.. hee. After the swim, bearbear come drive us to dhoby ghuat to meet up with the rest for dinner and chat. Chris ask me a qns randomly.. ''do u know huixiang?" omg.. huixiang is his primary sch classmates!!! he is my *-****-***** the world is just so small... ha.ha.ha!!!

then all the past memories come flowing into my thoughts.. I remb asking beeyean everyday at recess time.. where is hx? then i remb bee gave me a birthday card saying.. "jaime! 16 le! 1 yr older le.. So.. dun kept asking me where is Hx okay? he wont run away de'' LOL! And till now the card is still with me. I shared with my church frenz abt it and they all say i v. dramatic.. hahaha. Anyway its a nice memories k. Don't spoil it =X

This week is going to be a great week too!!! Yea yea^^

My dearest lord father..

I've been asking this qns repeatedly..

But I still havent get any clue to the answer..

Father, I know you will not forsake me..

So I will wait patiently for that clue

bcos with you all things are possible.
I'll trust in you with all that I am =)

Still counting down to throw away my bad habits.

one of them is quick to listen (talk less) while slow to be angry

jiayou!!! =D

2010-03-24T20:31:00.003+08:00

2010-03-24T20:28:00.001+08:00

Time for a long updates of March 2010! ha.ha.ha
Enjoy reading Hapi's march 2010's life =p

9mar10 Tue
Cook Dory fish and pasta for family today =))
Head to church to help call ppl with alice & weekiat =)
went to library with pikachu after that. I paid $31.95 for the lost beverage book! argh!!! *heart pain*
Insomnia worsening in progress.......

10mar10 Wed
Received a call for job interview.. is to work as receptionist at NUH. 1.6k/mth, 5 day work week. Issnt that wad i wanted?
- >1.5k
- Weekends off
but but.. in the end i didnt go for the interview.. cos I feel NUH is v. far & i sure cant wake up.. nvm.. try again ya!
had not been sleeping for many nights already =(((
God, I need you. I need your help and guidance.

11mar10 Thurs
Receive a call from agency for a job as lab techican.. work as science park. 5day work week. I so hope the client will call me...!!! Patiently waiting =))
Suddenly have an urge to cut my hair short. LOL. the haircut i used to have in PRIMARY SCHOOL. that was liek 9+years ago!!! hahaha =p

12mar10 Fri
It's a routine that I'll use MSN & FB everyday. Reason? hmmmm.
went to bugis meet nuer. had our haircut @ chapter 2. I like my new hairstyle. Short, neat & refreshing. hahaha. shld go dye hair next mth =)) (1 mth visit salon 1 time =X )
Then we walk and shop ard bugis. and had pastamania for dinner. Nuer saw her fren's sis working there then she gave us discount n free drink.. wow hehez. After that head to Amanda hse for oikos =) Today a lot ppl nv come.. haha.. Went back home ard 10.30pm with nuer.. Dearest nuer, i felt so happy and excited u joined us for oikos gathering. Hope you enjoy too^^
I feel that it's different now. hmmm..?

13mar10 Sat
Went to ecp with cheryl, hwee & melody to meet up with the rest. Today we had gathering at ecp organised by BC church =)) Nv realli play much cos it was raining ard noon.. But watch oso fun =D Had our dinner @ burger king. Play night volleyball with frenz.. haa. And head to arcade play then cab home with melody. A tiring day...
Bestie hi5! =D
jaime-melody.. thats what my blog for..
Touched ma melody? hehe =p

14mar10 Sun
Went to youth svc with cheryl. The svc was again great^^ Raining heavily after svc so waited awhile then head to melody hse to swimming with cheryl & nuer =D Melody teach me & nuer 3 steps on how to swim. LOL. Then me & nuer head to bedok to meet up with the rest for dinner and to mac we played some games taught by David with kaiming & weekiat. Today is an enjoyable & fun day =) lalala

15mar10 Mon
Went to tamp then head to spot education office to collect the flyers.. and went to give out flyers with hoon, hong, david, sinatinne, weekiat, keemeng, chris.. @ tamp-->pasir ris-->Simei-->Bedok. 11-8 but we have 2 breaks in-btw. OTOT lolx. So fun to work tgt with frenz.. and give out flyers.. A new experience.. haa.
Today i found out that Chris same primary sch as me.. haha. The world is so small^^

16mar10 Tue
Continue with the flyer job with david, hong, weekiat & sinatinne. today 12-3pm only. haa.
At last we're done =))
Had our lunch @ subway. hmm this is the 2nd time i ate subway. I remb my ist time was with nuer, bee, ezrel & alvin. Dunno y just dun like abt subway. LOL.
Hong intro me a temp job 1-2mth work as clinic asst @ toa payoh.. 5 day work week. 8.15am-1pm. 8/hr. going down for interview on thurs^^ wooray so happy^^
My dearest lord, continue to shower me with your love & blessings. =)

17mar10
Feel like cutting my hair again. LOL =X Noooo.. must wait next mth. kekekez.

18mar10
went to philips (health trends medical centre) to meet Rachel. She orientate me with stuffs etc. Met Dr Donald. Thx for hiring me. hehe. Tml will start work. wooray!
Head to meet joel, weekiat, wilcent, kaiming & muiteck for buffet at Tamp safra Sakura =) Had fun playing monopoly cards altho i didnt win. lol. Had a very long chat with nuer today. Nuer u must jiayou wor.. mummy will always be there with you. =) Dun worry be happy^^
Cos i always believe... God will make a way when there since to be no way~~

19mar10 Fri
Ist day of work^^ woke up @ 615. Out @ 715. Reach @ 8! Too early la.. zzz. Open the door. on the lights. Today i register 23 patients. =)) I'll begin to love my job de.. can surf web, use fb & msn when free.. happy^^ Took bus 59 home.. Thank God there is bus 59.. if not i need to take bus to bedok, take mrt/bus26 to toa payoh then take 231 to philips will take 1.5hr.. but with 59 only 35mins! hehe =))
I'm so in love with the 2.30pm channel 8 show. 'Si liang' & 'liu liang' so shuai~~~ haha.
Forgot to update.. everyday i cook lunch/dinner for my family.. So used to be in my home kitchen.. dots..
Was so tired i took a nap for 2hrs.. woke up @ 7pm.. prepare and rush down to BC church for the loved to love program. This program is to spread our love & do community svc on Good friday to help the neighbourhood ard chai chee =) My partner is weekiat.. Haha. Went to chai chee blocks to knock on the doors. Then had our supper & home sweet home for me^^
I missed the 2D1N camp workshops & games. So sad. kekez. nvm there is always another camp. =))

20mar10 Sat
Went to buy groceries with pikachu and 916 came to help us =) Then back home took a short nap while 916 help me clean up my kitchen.. hmm for ur info, is $10/hr for him.. not he willing to help me one k, dun mistaken. LOL. Then head to tampines meet nuer, bee, yy, eunice, alfred & meipeng.. chat & shop for awhile. Besties love love I miss you all so much! So happy to hv this gathering altho a short one.. Time passes so fast. Will meet up again real soon^^ Then guang ming came drive me, 916, pikachu & weiqing kor to marina country club to eat sakura charcoal grill & shabu shabu buffet =)) Hmm the food is nt v. fresh.. the crews all v. busy.. overall not recommended. $31/pax flies.
I sincerely hope our friendship will not be broken by the misunderstandings ya? =))

21mar10 Sun
Today i found out that I......................
Went to youth svc myself. Today's svc talks abt habits. I must be lazy no more & to listen more (talk less =X) in.... min. 66 DAYS's time =D
After svc, continue the loved to love program. change partner to hong =)
Head to Just acia for dinner to celebrate wee xin bday tml. =D

22mar10 Mon
wake up @ 630. Out of hse @ 730. Reach @ 815. hehe. Just nice.
Today is a damn busy day. 35 patients altogether >_< experience ="D" align="left">But I didnt get to eat the prawns.. sads. haaa.

Lord, thanks for your love & grace.
Without you, I'm nothing.

Because of you, I'm able to do miracle things~
May you bless my family. my friends. and Me.

Amen!

23mar10 Tue
Today is a sad*bad*emo day for me.
*Cries*
='(((((
Didnt go for work today.

But I always believe he will heal all our pain and sadness.
And after awhile 'it' is reducing and disappearing from me....
Prayer is indeed powerful. It works =)

Nuer, hope u will make a choice and be sure to it. Jiayou! Will support you always~~

24mar10
And today... I went back to work.. A busy day again.. tired..
Oh ya, forgot to mention... Thanks to my lord father, my insomnia is healed...
I'm able to get to slp liek before.
Naturally healed (xmedication xconsultation x$$$!) hehehe =)))
Thats good!
Praise the Lord!

is my blog entries long enough this time round?
ha.ha.ha.ha.ha

continue to smile please..!!!
cos I really love yours smile~~~~~~
bb cya next mth!
=D

2010-03-08T22:12:00.004+08:00

Finally!

Last Fri i meet up with hwee hwee, cheryl & li hwee for lunch @ new york new york and we watched the movie 'happy go lucky'' =))
I'm happy for cheryl that she found a job that is related to the course =)
I wish lihui can hv speedy recovery after her operation and meet up soon^^
I miss playing badminton and long chat with hwee hwee.. hehe

Last sat I get to play pool with kor! So happy.. its been 3mths6days since I last touched the cue stick.. had a great feel in it. LOL. N I got to meet my besties beebee, nuer, yy & 916 for a short gathering too^^ Plus Chris, andrew & kaiming =))

I missed those times when I'm in secondary school with nuer.. everyday take 63 & 125 tgt to sch.. after sch go mac study n eat or go shopping.. Hao huan lian wor haha!

Ytd church svc was great^^ The youth leader ask us to draw a tree that represent ourselves.. wad type of fruits we are bearing now.. I drew a tree with many happy-face fruits hanging on the branches.. I wanna bear the fruit of happiness.. As i feel in life most impt is to be happy then we are able to enjoy what we do.
And one of the most happiest moment is the moment I got to know abt Christ, and to understand his words and became a christian. Continue to bear the fruit of happiness!
Dun worry be happy =D
Bcos of the above, I am more confident that tml I'll get a call from the job that i applied. hehe.
Jiayou jiayou jiajiayou!

I thank the creator of Jaime that he give me this unique happiness^^

After the svc, we went to changi airport eat dinner and play games. I'm so happy nuer joined us =)) Nuer, smile! Dun think so much ya.. Jiayou! =))

And today Cheryl and I went to play badminton with the guys. Then had our early dinner at pizza hut.. we listened to Chris talking abt his past working experience.. laugh till stomachache. lol.
Cheryl cya on sat ya^^ =))

Alright. thats all for blogging.
I'm so lazy to update every detail liek last time..
So.. shall stop updating until see how.. haha.

2010-03-01T12:51:00.004+08:00

OMG. Its been one week since I last update my blog. haa!
I know you guys miss me.. hor? LOL =x
I miss you all too!!!
I miss my bestie frenz.. bee, nuer, 916, yy, meipeng, alfred.. when r we having a gathering? this sat? So long nv see u all!!!
I miss my J2.. 7princesses, shasha, bearbear, er zi etc etc.. shall we go back sch this week to hv lunch tgt? haa
I miss my pool lessons with kor.. And playing pool with alvin & ezrel.. When when?
I miss my ktv sessions!
I miss shopping!!
I miss buffet!!!
And
I miss sch!!!!
kekekez.

I wanna wish all my beloved friends a happy birthday~ (within 22feb-1mar10)
~zehui, sim phuy, yi yuan, Jean, chris, see soon & suzhen =))

okay lets blog abt last week happenings n stuffs^^

[22.02.10 Mon]
Today is the start of the week.. But not a good start.. A homey day..
(bcos i dun really like to stay at home........)
I've repeatedly asking.. father, when are you coming down? I hope the world can just end here.. cos i feel that the longer it takes, the worst it is.. i dislike this feeling now.. hmmmm

[23.02.10 Tue]

I simply love this verse so much!!!

Though my father and mother forsake me,
the LORD will receive me.

Ps 27:10

By loving this verse, u will somehow know wads behind my family bg.. And can guess how much I've been through all these years.. its okay.. cos ya~~ But i shall not evaluate further here..

went to have lunch with lihui, crystal and cheryl at TP design canteen.

God, I know they will seek you one day. cos you're the only reason to the meaning of life~

After that went to Chris and Seesoon chalet @ aloha changi.. Me n cheryl took shuttle bus there from pasir ris.. Many ppl were there =) I learnt how to play bridge and monopoly (in cards) today^^ thanks to Bryan and David teach me.. haa!

and also thx to Guang ming for driving cheryl & me home^^ =))

I'm happy and blessed to have such wonderful friends~~

[24,25,26.02.10 Wed Thurs Fri]

3 homey days..

But i get to slp till v. late everyday! haa~

Then these 3 days have been staying home to serve liek a maid. >_<

however, i love cooking for my family~~ =))

while i come across this verse that makes me think of 'someone' today..

They are darkened in their understanding
and
separated from the life of God
because of the ignorance
that is in them
due to the hardening of their hearts.

Ignorance!

Surely is not a blessing.

Cos ppl always say ignorance is bliss.

Nahz i dun tink so in this case.

Friday oikos was great too~ Cheryl shld have come^^

They celebrated Jean's birthday =))

I can see that the chucky game is our oikos popular must-play game lol.

we need not God to fulfill us our wishes or perform miracles to prove that he is true.

yup thats so right.

He is always here.. with us~

why must we doubt and feel insecured?

Bcos u of little faith!

I dreamt of sth unique today which I interpretted to be like this..

This is the 2nd time I dream of him~~

In my dream, i know that its him.

He saved someone and then the devil came.

And i woke up!

I feel that God is hinting me that something will happen soon and satan will attack me but I shall not be afraid..

I must remb God is with me~

Jiayou^^

This shall be it! =))

[27.02.10 Sat]

Feb is ending. mar is coming.. Time to really start planning for my future~~ cant get to slp.. a lot of thoughts on my mind.. 5am now i am writing my diary.. only slp 2hrs then went to work as usher at suntec convention hall frm 11-11 >_<. The 3 concerts @ 1.30pm, 4.30pm and 8pm were great~ i partner with fiz (fifi^^) to usher seats of 101-107.. not v. busy compared to last time when i usher 108-115.. yup =) But its v. tired sitting on the floor for liek 7 hrs! I recommend the pay shld increase! LOL. =p

After work, went to bedok mac with jy find Andrew and the rest. Then back home by cab =))

[28.02.10 Sun]

woke up at 11am. sth happened at home and i felt so sad and disappointed. Then again I think.. the bad will be over soon~~ went to youth svc with cheryl. Dinner with they all at bedok.. Today is the end of feb!!! argh~~

2010-02-21T23:38:00.001+08:00

[[[Sat 20Feb10]]]

Went to town to meet zehui =) Zehui I miss ya~~ heez. It was so coincidence my fren Andrew was in the same seoul garden outlet as her and sat just opp her during lunch.. haa!
Then we walk ard but I was too tired to shop.. haa. Saw 916 at 313. 916 I miss ya lots lots too!!! =))

I knew that even though difficulties and troubles still arise more than frequent, God is with me, now till ever. He has cleanse my past away and renew me. and because of that, I'm always better, compared to the past =)

[[[Sun 21Feb10]]]
As usual my sunday is meant for my dearest beloved God =) went for main service with Andrew. Today preaching is about our faithfulness towards God. That it should be consistent, be accountable and would yield results.
thereofore to be consistent and to be count upon, I shall never break my promise towards God.. I shall give all my remaining sundays to you, only =D

After the service, we had cup noodles for lunch.. haha. And head back and wait for the youth svc at 2pm. Today youth svc, cheryl joined us.. I was so happy and glad to see you in church.. =) Then today preaching was by Joel seah =) I noted a point from him which I liked abt..
Its true that our sins are being forgiven once we receive Christ in our hearts.
But its not true that once saved, always be saved
meaning, we should not take our Father's grace for granted.
So... lets Sin LESS!
(we still sin as this is Earth >_<'')
After the service, attended the foundation class lesson 4.
Ask and you will receive. Ask and you will be heard. So, lets pray with our hearts =D
Then headed to play captain ball with the rest. I feel liek I'm back to sec sch life... I'm young again^^ haha!
Dinner with cheryl and bearbear. Thx bearbear for driving us home. =D

A smile can brighten up one's mood and start another smile/s~
Thanks for smiling =D ha.ha.ha

2010-02-20T11:51:00.009+08:00

Create Your Own

I had a fun time with my lovely J2 classmates (bearbear, cheryl, li hwee sim, crystal)@ E!hub kbox from 2pm - 7.45pm ytd =D - we exceed by 45mins by no one chase us out =x

After the k-session, cheryl & I cab down to oikos session at one of the youth leader hse.. it was our ist time there.. there are quite a lot of ppl.. 20? N most of them are younger than me.. haa. and i wanna say.. oikos is great =D

me n cheryl had gastric pain since after kbox.. we fasted (other than drinking water) for 10hrs b4 eating LOL. wad are we fasting for? >_<

To 3 ppl in my life:
1. I know I shldn't.. I know I shld move on.. But everytime I saw that 'updates' of yours.. my heart sank.. Why? You are drifting so far from me.. and this is not the most crucial part.. You are drifting nearer to the devil... further from God =(
2. If sins can be forgiven, shall I forgive everything that you did? Not solely to me, but to everyone else u had hurt.. but why am I the one who forgives if you never even ask for forgiveness and even claim that you have no wrong?
3. To you I'm always a useless, bad daughter.. I know I'm not perfect and I can never be perfect. But when anger overcomes me next time, I promise I shall seek God and allow his full access to me to cool me down.. and I know I should watch my words.. next time...

Psalm 13:2-6

''How long must I wrestle with my thoughts and every day
have sorrow in my heart?

How long will my enemy triumph over me? Look on me and answer,
O LORD my God.
Give light to my eyes, or I will sleep in death; my enemy will say,
"I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall. But I trust in your
unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
I will sing to the Lord, for he has been good to me.''

2010-02-16T20:59:00.006+08:00

[[[15Feb10 Mon]]]
Second day of CNY? To say the truth, this yr CNY is the BEST new year man.. Best cos nv go bai nian.. best cos cant go anywhere have to stuck at home as cos my mummy condition and cos everyone else are outside bai nian-ing.. best cos i dunno wad shld i do other than rotting at home?
LOL.
Seriously thinking wad shld i do for the next few days of the week... hmmmm.

[[[16Feb10 Tue]]]
Woke up at 9am.. meet Andrew to tampines n take 22 to cheryl's hse. Your living room so alike as mine.. the position of the tv, sofa and the windows. haha. love ur 25th storey air humidity.. *envy* my hse here is so hot =x oh well.. i dun wan to complain de is cos i just had insomia ytd night til 3am then fall asleep.. and a nightmare.. I dreamt of cheryl, nuer & Jy.. wanna noe can ask me =p
We stay at cheryl's hse till 6pm after lau yu sheng, play cards & some chat =)
I am now thinking wad shld i do tml when my friends are either busy, got date liao, working.... hmmm. *think think*

Today i learnt that i should let nothing (or maybe the minimal) to affect me that will cause me to sin - as i just did =((

Kimage or Monsoon hair academy?
I'm still considerating since the next intake still not time yet. haaa.

1 Corinthians 15:58

Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.

2010-02-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

[11Feb10 Thurs]
went to sch for our trial finial presentation.. we write out the script tgt n allocate who to say what.. jiayou JES~ we're the best^^ haha. After lunch, went to play volleyball with CHOS & andrew.. Altho is v. hot.. and i play till v. lan.. I still enjoyed. haha!
walk home by their accompany. Evening went to buy many many things tgt with pikachu.. this yr cny dinner gonna prepare by me n sis~
I thank God for today's happiness =))

[12Feb10 Fri]
Today is the official last day of sch for our BCS level 3 students. N also our final Major project presentation day. The LT was super cold today.. N its been long since we sat down in LT for so long.. 9 to 5 (minus 1 hr break in btw)! haha.
We're been criticised until we're liek useless graduates hanging no where dunno wad to do next.. Altho God bless me that everything has passed smoothly.. I'm still scared.. worried.. felt disappointed as I know myself I've not done 100% enough for this MP.. After presentation was photoshooting times. haha. I think this will be the last time? then must wait till graduation day in May.. 3 years has passed... so fast! Really learnt many things in TP & in my course.. I love my A7J2, my course, my sch alwayz~~~
After that went to Hei sushi eat the buffet with shasha & 7princesses. We had lots of jokes & fun yea~~ Hope to meet u u all soon^^ Ktv, badminton, go back sch? wadever.. haha.

[13Feb10 Sat]
went to Andrew hse in the late noon n we baked pound cake cos his mum ask him to bake.. luckily nv fail altho sweetness not enough.. haha =p

[14Feb10 Sun]
How long since you use this 3 words 'i love you' and says it to someone you love?
Someone asked this qns.. but i forgot is who n when le.. I just remb.. yea its been long i guess? So now.. i'm here to declare my love today. =p
I love you, my father =))

went to bc church for the combined svc today at 9.30am.. So good ist thing in the morning is God~~ =)) No wonder i've been blessed so much recently.. heez =)
Today is CNY Day 1. Its oso valentine's day. For me, both occasions are meaningless. But I take today to praise the Lord. Thank him for what i've gone through for the year 2009. Today i learnt that the most important thing we can give to God is our believing heart.
Trust him totally with all our heart and we'll be blessed.
I felt so emo suddenly during the worship today when i think of our Lord Jesus died n suffered for us and... this is how we repay him?
*this (Man, you know what i meant)

Many ppl think that they suffered a lot.. they are the worst.. they shld have been better.. But think again.. If you can choose to be someone else, would you really dun want to be yourself? Everyone is unique in its own way. God creates us differently but yet bless us through the journey. He opens the path bit by bit as we went closer to him..
and so...
I.would.never.want.to.leave.ya.again.. =))
continue to love and trust in you that you will bless me fruitfully~~

1 Corinthians 13: 13 NIV

And now these three remain:
faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

A disappointment came today. But it is contradicting. Bcos the disappointment is created by myself and I'm the cause and effect of my own disappointment.

I just want to be a good friend.

2010-02-14T00:22:00.003+08:00

2010-02-10T21:49:00.005+08:00

[9Feb10 Tue]
went back to sch to prepare script for our fri's presentation. We suppose to meet at 9am but i'm 30 mins late.. N i'm hungry.. so we went to have our breakfast ist.. lol.. started to write our script ard 10.15am? after only 1 hr.. we start to get tired.. n cos i'm sick.. my brain just cant think.. then we ended b4 12pm.. lol. Fri will be our last day in sch~ We are required to be there from 9am to 4.30am to see through the 12 MP gps presentation.. That will be so bored, tiring and stress.. hmm.
Opps why am i worrying for fri when today is only tue?

''Therefore do not worry about tomorrow,
for tomorrow will worry about itself.
Each day has enough trouble of its own.''

Matthew 6:34

After that, meet Andrew for lunch n went to see doctor.. Rested awhile after eating the med then head to TM meet cheryl tgt for dinner @ cafe cartel. We had an enjoyable dinner & chat =))

Thanks for your accompany! greatly appreciated~~

[10Feb10 Wed]
A day @ home!!!
I'm finally at home for a day. hehehe.
Today i woke up ard 9.30am..
so nice to slp zzzzzz =p
Then ate my breakfast and cook lunch for my family.
And today i never get nag or scolded. Wooray~ =D
I'll try my best to spend more time with family & pay more attention to mummy de~~
So what else i did today?
hmm. I slp the whole afternoon after my lunch till 5pm. =x
Then i wash all the dirty pots, utensiles in the kitchen.. tidy up my wardrobe n room..
Felt so satisfated after cleaning. hahaha.

sth random i saw from a friend's post...
Hey friend, whats up being single? Why are you so emo over that?
Because well.. I recalled a qns asked from my fren ytd..
Give one word to decribe your current life now
and my answer was overall ''contented''
Yes!
Because I have you~

Father, allow my heart and soul to be fully filled by your grace.

And forever it will be.

I'll never be alone like this.

Amen

=))

2010-02-08T21:07:00.005+08:00

Today i learn that.. somehow in a way.. the less connection you have on this Earth.. the better it is. Why I will say that? Having connected with ppl, you get neglected; rejected; quarrels; disagreements; disputes; misunderstandings; many many others.. Having connected with materials, u got desires; greedy; influences; etc etc.. However, all these are trials for us to pass.. obstacles for us to go through.. temptations for us to endure..
I wish my dearest nuer can really smile with her heart one day~~
I can feel u're sad.. with your current life.. bcos of the ppl ard u.. the things ard u.. has disappoint you.. but you shall not give up! Bcos i nv give up also! different ppl hv diff trials and obstacles.. I will always be there for ya if u need a listening ear or accompany~~
May the Lord heal all your hurts, and renew your happiness~

Today is really not a good day for me.
I woke up with flu and sore throat.. And now i'm feeling so difficult to breathe.. its as if everyone is trying to get the oxygen around me.. but i still needa tahan.. Then afternoon called my jie to ask my mum's condition.. my heart just sank after knowing she needa rest for at least another 6 weeks to heal her leg.. sometimes i realli dun wan to care.. i wish i'm just dead..then i dun need to care so much worry so much stress so much.. but cos i'm now alive.. this is happening right now.. I realli dunno wad to do.. other than praying n expecting miracles? just a few mins ago, i heard my family members quarelling.. do u know i hate you? I just cant stand the sight of u, ur things, ur wadever.. Yes i really hate u since young altho i know i shld forgive u as God forgives my sins but i.just.cant.put.it.down.so.easily ='( And my mum always nag at me.. say i'm useless.. i dun exist better.. blah blah blah.. everytime the same thing will happen again n again.. I'm so hurt =(
May God create miracles for me

2010-02-06T09:05:00.006+08:00

[[[5Feb10 Fri]]] Henderson Waves
Ytd I finally fulfill the wish to go Henderson Waves again. LOL. thx to Martin the driver & bearbear the organiser? wahhaa. Ytd was a tiring day. JES did our presentation slides and edit the report in the morning.. the late noon went to ktv with hwee hwee, cheryl, jy & li hwee.. We got so much fun n jokes there =D then had our dinner and went to henderson waves with MAyE, Andy, jy & hwee hwee. Had an enjoyable night =)))

Received a msg from shasha our final report.. FINAL.. have to hand in on Monday.. This is so last min.. then how to edit during the weekend when everyone of us are busy with our things? =( Oh ya and i havent edit the logsheet.. how sia.. give me time.. help! =x

[[[6Feb10 Sat]]] Six@6
Today is a happy day~
Started off with.. tidying up my room, vacuum the floor, then getting the specs for the ingredients needed for logsheet.. and I'm so blessed to have Andrew to acc. me to tamp.. thanks for the 'faith' pink pillow & the herbal tea.. I'll definitely grow faith in Him! U're such a sweeeeeet fren! Thanks Lord for having ya =D

After i reach home, did the 2nd week of practicals for the logsheet.. then head to meet my classmates (jy, lh, hwee, cheryl & joachim) at bedok interchange.. while the rest my er zi drive them there.. we reach bethesda Cathedral church ard 6pm.. but the dinner only started liek 7.15pm.. while I still waiting for 916 & nuer to arrive.. nv realli eat much.. I'm so glad the ppl who cfm with me turns up for the dinner.. Yea =)) Hope the 12 of them like the small gift i gave to them. And of cos, hope they will get to know the light soon. After the steamboat & ice cream buffet.. we had wonderful times in the youth service room. Singing, worshiping, listening to youth leader Jonathan preaching and yea I've made the decision today to receive the salvation, with all my heart & soul.. and so does cheryl! This is amazing! This is happiness money can't buy =))

I must say 350ppl for the event six@6 is possible all bcos of God who makes this happen~
Thanks and praise the Lord! =D

[[[7Feb10 Sun]]]
slp till 10am.. got serious flu in the morning.. felt so sick.. after changing my bedsheet.. i realli bth le.. took medicine n slp till 1pm.. then head to church for the youth service.. today's preaching is about FAVOUR from God. Havent we realise everything that happens is cos God is giving us the favour and not by chance?
I.must.fight.and.drive.away.satan. =))
After service, went home to rest.. Andrew said I wasnt myself today.. And i felt that too. I was really tired, after 2 weeks of insomia at night.. and now i'm currently down with flu & my sore throat is back.. plus the stress i've for my MP (5 more days to go!)
But I will not give up!
Even if i sick i oso will attend church, satan dun u think u can change my decision!

Time to get the logsheet done. *byebye*

''I will praise you, O Lord my God, with all my heart;
I will glorify your name forever.''
Psalm 86:12 NIV

2010-02-04T21:07:00.007+08:00

Today is one of the most depressed days Hapi had in life.

Why do you let your anger to overcome you?
Do you know how much it hurts me by hearing all that?

But I shall not elaborate further.

I still insist to believe God will change my life to a better one.
I'll keep on praying till I see that changes.

''If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.''

Matthew 21:22

2010-02-03T22:47:00.003+08:00

Yes! We did our report in just 2days' time. LOL. Thats fast =p
Todae 9-6 doing report in sch.. didnt see any other groups doing in sch.. wa all so gd at home? haha.. *Last to start, first to finish* Thats the way^^ =x

After school.. went back home then meet Andrew inside bus 65 to tampines..
After hearing his story, i felt hmmm.. I also dunno how to describe how i feel at that moment.
Hm but i just wanna say.. no matter wad happens, We're blessed that we learnt and know abt God =) God has change your life, to the better and he never leave you. So will he change mine too.
So smile~~ No more emoing thoughts, no more dwelling in the past and no more excuses to be sad.. God will never disappoint us, in any way. =)))
Am i right my dear friend? =p

Lastly, I would like to thank Guang Ming for sending my jie home after sch. You're such a nice fren. God bless ya =))

I just realise its been a while since I contacted you..
Then today ur call has made me feel so guilty..
I didnt mean to not replying ur smses, not answering ur call, not meeting you..
Its just..
I thought it will be better like this, since i've put down the past
Since i've decided to move on..
but you are leaving soon..this friday morning!
Will I be free tml to meet you?
hmm
*My sincere apologies to my dearest freN, GH*

2010-02-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

Today is a stressful and tired day.
Walk to sch carrying my tired self.. my mind wants to rest but my heart is stress over the report.. I'm realli worried.. worried we have not enough time to do a good finish up.. Perhaps its our own fault for slacking too much that past few weeks? hmmm.. or perhaps we 3 just hate reports (not liek our pro cheryl & hwee hwee =p) Anyway we just started today! And yet we aim to finish by tml! wahaha.. Can we do it? I shall update tml whether can or not.. lol.
After doing the intro part.. which is 10% of the whole report only.. its 1pm le.. time for lunch.. er zi is busy with competition while shasha busy with redcross training & tuition at night.. I've to jiayou le! So tired.. reach home bath i drop dead on my bed.. slp till 5pm+ then start drafting out what to do for other sections of the report.. Then pei jie to see doc n buy ingredients for tml's meal.
I skip my dinner today mainly cos i've no appetite =(

But yet today is not an emo day.. and emo days shall leave me far far
(Jaime wanna thank God for getting me out of my emo days^^ I've succeeded in not only being not emo, but also accepted the fact and willing to let go of the past..)
Its not the time and efforts taken to heal my heart, but you~

I wish that:
`Mummy will recover and we can eat reunion dinner tgt happily this new year
`Pigka Jiejie will recover from her flu & cough then continue to jiayou for her targets to close deals & also her studies
`Our JES project will go through smoothly.. And we are well prepared to defend her bullets during the progress interview this thursday
`My friends & classmates stay happy, healthy alwayz^^
`My insomia will be cured without medication
`Tml weather will be bright & sunny! (And not rainy or dark cos many ppl will emo one =p)

I've so many wishes..
May God bless me with all my wishes~~
=))

2010-02-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

Recalling back to Sun's youth service what have i learnt...
This poem is so a great, powerful one~~

A poem called "A friend" by DJ Higgins

My friend, I stand in judgment now
And feel that you're to blame somehow
While on this earth I walked with you day by day
And never did you point the way
You knew the Lord in truth and glory
But never did you tell the story
My knowledge then was very dim
You could have led me safe to him
Though we lived together here on earth
You never told me of your second birth
And now I stand this day condemned
Because you failed to mention him
You taught me many things, that's true
I called you friend and trusted you
But now I learned, now it's too late
You could have kept me from this fate
We walked by day and talked by night
And yet you showed me not the light
You let me live, love and die
And all the while you knew I'd never live on high
Yes, I called you friend in life
And trusted you in joy and strife
Yet in coming to this end
I see you really weren't my friend

because Good things are meant to be shared =)
And it is the best thing eva~

I certainly don't wish it will happen to anyone ya =))

2010-02-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

Joel Kiu, u r being reminded and missed at this very moment!
Arent u touched? LOL. =p

30Jan10 Sat
Woke up v. early to pei mummy go see sinseh cos she sprain her leg. After some discussion, head to Changi hospital for X-ray. Waited v. long for the cab.. mummy now cannot walk ='(( Pray that she will recover soon.. if not her new yr overseas trip will be gone also.. After that meet Andrew inside bus 5 and we went to orchard to shop & eat =))

31Jan10 Sun
Today is the day^^
Jaime is finally back to Church service after being a 2-year silent believer
I'm surprised at myself too.. I'm glad I made the first step.
Of cos, thx to my dearest fren Andrew =)) If not for his encouragement and accompany, when then will I make the move?
Anyway I attended Bethesda Carhedral Church for the main svc & oso the youth svc.. They're both great^^ And also the teaching class.. after that went to siglap with Andrew and his frenz to eat @ cafe cartel. =))

Many ppl asked us how we know each other? Then Andrew will repeat the story again and again.. N Alice thought we know for years liao.. lol.. so funny. the truth is I just know him for 1 week.. he is realli a great fren ya~ =))

When i reach home, sth sad happened. Make me cant slp whole night. sighhh.
I know i've done not enough.....

1Feb10 Mon
Today is my pigka jie birthday! Happy birthday pika pika! God bless ya~~

Same, i woke up early today. Why? To buy groceries. To cook for family cos my mum cant do it and my jie is sick.. sigh.. So emo today.. hmm.. then rush to meet sha & er zi for project.. had lunch with CHOS and mAYE at KFC =)) then waited for my jie come and went home..

A day passed just like that.
Is it worth it today?

I'm attending Six at 6! So is my lovely classmates & friends~

Great~ I can't wait for saturday and sundays to come^^

2010-01-29T23:16:00.006+08:00

bear bear u took one ah?
hahaha

Thx to Teadot then can see rachael =p

Moi herbal tea^^

28Jan10 Thurs
Today we had phototaking on our finalised crepe with the savoury fillings.. sucessfully wonderfully done until.. Ms Petrina came in said sths and spoiled our mood zzz I hope our progress interview, report & final presentation will go through smoothly... JES jiayou! =))
Had dinner with shasha & nana.. Its been so long since we chatted so much.. N well today our topic is different from other times.. haha.. N glad they understood wad i meant =)

Oh ya, 10u for ur morning call msg.. You are such a sweeeeeeeet fren! =))

29Jan10 Fri
A day off-school =p Went to visit my hairstylist.. yea again.. Guess how much I spent this time? $243.. omg! I am always tempted on this.... worse than last month =x After that went to see Liang Wen Yin =)) Almost cant see her due to a lot of ppl.. She is so pretty and her voice is so beautiful.. wow wow wow. She only sang 2 songs then started the autograph session. I spent ~$350 today altogether.. dot dot dot. For just this week, I finish spending my prima dec salary + Jan job Travel allowance salary.. Nice one! sighhhh
I should start saving soon... opps. but well.. tml going shopping again? =x So.. soon is when lei??? hmmmmm.

Falling in love with CHANEL COCO Mademoiselle =D

2010-01-27T22:42:00.005+08:00

26Jan10 Tue
Today i meet JES at 9am to do moisture test and crepes batter for tml's sensory evaluation.. Guess how long we took? <30mins! lol. When i see my classmates, they will always ask me.. wa so fast going off already? Last to come in, first to go back =x (not as if we want it.. but i shld say we're lucky to get this MP title.. cos somehow it require lesser lab trials (lesser time) than the other projects..) hmmm after lunch i went to meet zehui =)) Finally i got to meet her after so many postponed meetings... Thanks for buying the mac ice cream for me when i'm so lazy to go q up (I promised i'll blog to thank ya =p)

27Jan10 Wed
Today i woke up late! (cos no morning call, no alarm.. my jie nv wake me up... kekez.. someone nv give me morning message liek ytd O.o =p) cannot blame me.. cos we share the same alarm clock.. then she wakes up earlier than me.. 7am lor.. hmm i dun understand oso.. y u work 9am (at home) but needa wake up so early? Pikachu, can u dun work from home? U becoming more lazy la.. influenced dao me sia.. lol! Go back to ur office! =x
Anyway, jiayou pigka for ur work & studies.. I know u sure v. stress.. chicka will always be there for ya^^ God bless ya =))
Went to sch to do our JES' crepes sensory evaluation.. At ist er zi cook de crepes.. the panelists preferred the buckwheat one to the plain ones.. which is not wad we wants.. worried.. then we realised sth.. ooo.. the induction cooker temperature is too high.. so i lower it and the results turned out great^^ 41% preferred our plain ones and it is more crispy (dun need include buckwheat for costing.. is so expensive n not available in common mkts =D) altho buckwheat provides a better mouthfeel and flavour? Thanks to er zi's help to drag a lot ppl do our test and we did it in just 1.5hr!!! N of cos thx shasha for doing everything else smoothly =) Now u 2 turn to thank me for cooking such gd quality crepes.. LOL.. and also I made one specially for bearbear wor.. how u wanna thank me? ha.ha.ha..
So whats the conclusion?
Buckwheat crepe can cook in higher temp to maintain its crispiness (gelatinzation temp is higher) While Plain crepe must cook slowly to let the water evaporate then can maintain its crispiness.. Just too slow la... Felt v. disappointed the crepe maker wasnt arrive here yet and we've already finishing our project! Okay nvm.. tml is photoshooting our JES' crepes^^ =D
After sensory, we went to eat at mac... again... Er zi was repeating ''i wanna eat macdonald!!! Hurry up move.. Faster!'' from 10.30am we start to 12pm we ended the sensory.. so funny.. haha.
Went back home after lunch and slacking with shasha... zzz until 6pm opps =x then had dinner with pikachu & mummy =)

So long nv play pool liao =( Kor say he going batam this week so not free.... argh!!! When can I get to learn from you....?!!!

这个星期你上夜班..必须加油啊！永远支持你哦^^

Product development (esp to innovative fd products) does give a sense of achivement...
And today, I found a new goal in life..!!! =))

And lastly, I'm utterly disppointed in you. Nothing more can explain my disappointment.
Sighhhhh

2010-01-25T21:22:00.003+08:00

Today, Jaime is going to introduce another 2 great juices to ya =))

1. Well healed
Good for stomach ulcers
Stomach ulcers are caused by excess acid and the digestive enzyme pepsin and are aggravated by stress, smoking & consumption of acidic foods. They can be controlled by keeping ur diet as alkaline as possible.
Carrot and cabbage have a healing effect on stomach ulcers =))
contains nutritive content of Vitamin A & C, selenium and zinc

2. Bumpy ride

Apple, beetroot & celery are blended tgt and serve over ice.
This drink cleanses the whole system, blood, kidneys and lymph. Pectin in apple helps strengthen our immune system.

contains nutritive content of Vitamin A & C, potassium and magnesium

because good things are meant to be shared... =))

Finally, i got a better sleep ytd night (compared to the 4 other nights of insomia)
Thank God that i've thought it through.

And thanks frenz & pikachu for the encouragement & listening ear^^

I'll continue to jia you & stay focused~~

Today.. I was woke up by my er zi's call..

His voice.. ''Good morning Gan Ma'' LOL.

Then i know.. time to prepare n go sch... zzzz

Meet shasha @ 11.30am

We were supposed to do moisture test for our created premix

But due to some reasons.. we change to do it tml..

then we went to buy ingredients and check the prices to do costing...

And waited....... for 3pm to arrive.

I almost going to doze off outside the LT... zZZzz

Then we attended the career talk..

The career talk was just meant for 35 of us BCS students =p

After the talk, we waited again.....for 5pm to arrive

Then head to eat my 'Branch' (Breakfast + lunch)

Having no appetite recently.. but hv to eat sth.. so.. yup..

Then JES meet Ms siti for our MP discussion

She liek want us do more on the theory part, add more info to the report (cos we do too fast on our practical?)

Is our crepe project too easy?

hmmmm...

And I know, tml is definately going to be a better day^^

2010-01-24T14:01:00.002+08:00

I fell in love with this song listening it for the very first time =))

潘玮柏- 寂屋出租
专辑：零零七

我努力的习惯一个人的夜晚
只是想起你就会孤单
回忆像一碗热汤想念那么滚烫
只想要取暖却狠狠被烫伤

以为幸福值得勇敢
可惜最后还是走散
放手说真的不难
心碎该怎么计算

要搬过几个地方换几个伴才到对的人身旁
寂寞的房灯光别开得太亮
到夜晚更无处躲藏
要搬到什么地方有谁陪伴才决定停止流浪
寂寞的房装满出租的渴望
太冰冷的墙爱永远没有回答

我倒在沙发上闭上眼更害怕
只剩下电视陪着我说话
你有没有听到门铃好像在响
寂屋出租吗爱永远没有回答

Sometimes I wish.. Everything is just a dream.
When I wake up, I'll see your morning message with a smile...
hmmmmm
Time do change many many things.
T-I-M-E. Yup.

2010-01-23T23:59:00.006+08:00

opps. Time to tidy up my wardrobe & room =x

Jaime's intro~ (tried out on 24.01.10)
Try this juice to improve your sleep =)
taken from a book-
Miracle juices © 2009 by Charmaine Yabsley & Amanda Cross

This is amazing!
We are searching for smoothie recipes separately & then
We are reading the same pages of a book from 2 different editions.
LOL

So long never exercise. Body aching liaoz...
Shasha, jogging every sat as promised! =))

2010-01-22T23:03:00.001+08:00

New year is coming~~ FYP is ending~~~ In 3 weeks time^^
(Sorry I'm too lazy to update my blog, happenings, photos, wadever....)
Work hard for my goals, make my dreams come true and leave the rest to God =)

Rachael Liang Wen Ying is coming next week~~~

梁文音- 哭过就好了
词:姚若龙曲:陈小霞

不喜欢怀疑什么并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化慢慢不同
我不是生气只是心痛
Changes are for the better, not for the worst.
最讨厌被误会了但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变但不能说你会这么做是我的错
Things are always two sided. It takes 2 to clap...
哭过就好了伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手
不是为了争吵为了调头
Quarrels and disagreements are fatal to love?
哭过就好了痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
Hasn't been sleeping these few days.. 失眠 =((
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方
I'll always remember and appreciate the good memories we had.
Being positive is never wrong =)

3 days ago, you were in my dreams.
2 days ago, I dreamt of you again.
Yesterday, you appear again.
Why is it so?
Lagging in progress.......

2010-01-17T18:56:00.007+08:00

Went to e!hub kbox with my beloved nuer & 916 today^^
Surprisingly, I did not sing until sore throat (which I usually did) =D
So many new songs to sing and we've not enough time.. so we overshot the time by 1/2 hr.. wahaha!
Really enjoyed singing 哭過就好了 with nuer & 幸福的時光 with 916~~ & many many more!
I wanna go k again nuer! wahaha.
And yup you are right, kbox is too slow la.. the new songs we know still not in kbox yet =x

Create Your Own

2010-01-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to Jolene, Andy & my idol- Gary Yap =D

Today we finalised our crepe premix and the crispy crepe texture... hooray^^ Next week will finalise the savoury and sweet fillings as well as do sensory evaluation on the crepe and hopefully with the fillings too.. which means JES will be busy~~

I miss the time when we used to spend our free time chatting and slacking... used to just do simple yet happy things together... why am i feeling sad for now? hmmmm.

I hate the feeling that you got so excited about something when someone just spoil your plan and everything has been ruined. Dots. So moral of the story is... Don't be too excited and looking forward to it.. relax la! Wait la! lol.

Napfa test next thurs. Omg omg omg!
I've checked the standard score for me to see where i can fair
Sit up > 28 (Okay!) - 5 points
Standing board jump > 150 (hmmmm...) - 1 point (>_<'')
Sit and reach around 38-40cm (Okay!) - 3 points
Inclined flex arm hang >17sec (No problem!) - 5 points
Shuttle Run 11.6s-11.8s (Try...) - 3 points
2.4Km <16min - 3 points

So is all bcos of 1 section.. I think i will get a bronze... sigh sigh.
I shall start practising jumping for next thurs. LOL.

Whats up tml?! =))

2010-01-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

12Jan10 Tue
After a week of research and editions to our proposal, we finally start our practical today. Hehe. Its our JES' crepes- Jaime Edmund & Shasha =D Our Major Project is to formulate a crepe premix & develop both sweet & savoury fillings for the crepes. Today we try out the crepe recipe but it turn out to become liek pancake... sad ya.. So worried..!

13Jan10 Wed
Day 2 Practical trial.. We tried out another crepe recipe & this one work! hehez. We are so glad we succeed on the 2nd time. Tml we will make into a premix formulation then move on to creating fillings. =)) But today i'm so sick.. woke up with a serious flu & headache. sads. Bless that i will recover tml. Tonight I shall sleep early then. +u+u++u!

2010-01-11T23:14:00.002+08:00

A great impact could change a person...
A mixture of happiness and sadness makes life.
And so this is life. My life. Your life. Everyone's life.
I will never forget, and I will always remember the good memories and things
but not the bad ones.

This is the eva last time i will connect with you in any ways.
不见. 不听. 不看.

因为我知道你会想我..这样就足够了~
Thanks for your daily call.. is more than enough to charge my energy back to full =p waiting for tml to get your call~ will it ring again tml? hmmm.
oh well.. I still miss QQ-ing with ya~ wahaha.

2010-01-10T22:04:00.002+08:00

Today is a busy day~
Altho i cant slp well last night due to some reasons, and i still can't figure out how to solve my troubles.. 1am went to slp.. toss n turn 3am then get to slp.. 5am wake up again.. toss n turn 7am slp back.. then finally 9am woke up..
After updating the data, i did my SIP report from morning all the way to late noon (but still halfway.. continuing tml) (Sorry kor didnt meet you today.. your very belated birthday treat.. wait k? =x)
Meet up with my dearest karen, sue yi & linus to ECP... we took a long bus journey there (so sorryh =x) and had dinner @ the hawker centre.. we walk to mac there while chattiing... How i miss prima! Altho i not in prima le, ppl still update me with stuffs and latest news. hehez. Somehow somewhere is wrong today... why do i feel so bored all of the sudden? hmmmm.
Tml will be a better day.
Being optimistic and looking forward is not a sin, i guess?
I miss my memories. I miss my favourite hobbies. I think I just miss everything.
Lets hope tml's trial lab will be okay for me & shasha.. jiajiayou!!!

感谢你的关心.. 如果能够现在见到你, 那么该有多好.......
我觉得你会是我永远的知心朋友的.. 对吗？=)
这样就足够了~

2010-01-10T00:01:00.000+08:00

19.07.2008.... 在一起的1年后才发现你的世界如此远离我
我知道你恨我
你喜欢什么，我不喜欢
我喜欢什么，你不喜欢
你从来没有改变这是你我看得很清楚
如果这是你的生活..你的选择..
我不想对牛弹琴
Goodbye. Take care always (full stop)

好遗憾...............

2010-01-09T22:42:00.004+08:00

Time for some pictures! =))

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taken after work @ raffles shopping centre on 01.01.2010

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taken @ home when 916 came visit me just after i reach home!

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Today @ iluma with US$1 =))

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A day out with my beloved zehui.. forgot to take pic with her..
fire noodles.. 好辣哦 >_<

2010-01-09T00:09:00.003+08:00

亲爱的,

听你的声音和语气
我能感觉到你是累了
我好心疼你啊!
答应我..
你要好好生活
快乐过每一天
工作的时候要多吃蛇
下班后要多休息, 不要太累坏..
我为你加油加油加加油! =))

永远支持你的,

宝贝

2010-01-08T23:53:00.001+08:00

是不是在什么样的环境生活..会拥有什么样的个性?
我对你很失望... 为什么？
我也尝试站在你的立场想想
因为是我使你变成这样
或..即使我不存在..你本来也是这样...?
你的想法不代表我的想法
我的想法也当然不代表你的想法
所以我不能强迫你也不会强迫你
也许我跟本不应该受影响..
也许我跟本不应该管..
但我只想看到你快乐..过有意义的生活..
而不是现在这样
我不想你后悔时20年后想过去你在做什么?
时间不留人
是好是坏.. 你应该知道如何辨别...
你明白吗？

Jaime is feeling troubled yet she cant do anything because she scared it will made things worse.
Well things has already become so bad.. Lets not add oil to the fire..
I did not change. My perspective will always remain unchanged.
I will do what i should and think as I'm not heartless.
God, may you provide me a solution and give me a way to my troubles.

2010-01-07T16:15:00.001+08:00

Eddie Lai 賴勇霖- 你好不好

從前的傷痕已經不會再疼
那是我的回憶里永遠亮著的燈
我以為我們看見了永恒原來只是過程
你沒有責任就把它當成寫壞了的劇本

你好不好已不重要
如果可以我不想知道
有些時候連一句問候都會變成了打擾
你好不好不再重要
過去已過去誰能夠計較
所有問號既然沒答案
不如把它變成最美的句號

不得不承認真相太殘忍
回憶比愛情還要動人
演的再逼真下一個劇本
沒有你的戲份

I wish to delicate this song to you.
Altho we are both unhappy over each other
I would like to take this opportunity to tell you that everything happens for a reason
Move on and time to be serious, think for your future
the past can never come back
and so we should cherish the good memories instead
take care alwayz!
这首歌是我意外在他的网站发现的
这首歌是Eddie Lai 賴勇霖--> 我的新偶像 唱的
他的首張专辑<>去年10月16日發行了.
賴勇霖是第三届马来西亚绝对Superstar 第二个男冠军.. 虽然他没有赢得男子组决赛.. 我觉得他比优胜者更好 =))

Eddie 我帮你做宣传噢!~~ 你在新加坡是有粉丝的~~ 哈哈!
要走的路还远呢！加油加油加加油!

我希望你也会喜欢这首歌噢!~~

2010-01-05T22:43:00.002+08:00

Stupid idiot Serene! must be you! kekez.

Bully my abcdefGH~

hush hush~~

我希望我能为你做些什么

I thought of you everyday.
I dream of you every night.
And i miss you every min, every second of my life =p

我真的很想念很想念你..

2010-01-04T22:34:00.003+08:00

OMG! I'm so happy today~~~
my abcdefGH say he miss me when i out of Prima le...

Another OMG!
Such a romantic dream from him..
Lets wish i will dream liek him tonight^^

Good nites~
Day 1 MP 11-7pm in sch
Day 2 & Day 3 MP? Spending at home.
I think updating blog in English is still better...
Let me learn more chinese proverbs~
LOLx.
Because of you, I will do anything to make you feel you are important to me =)

以中文来博客并不是一件容易的事情

2010-01-03T20:34:00.002+08:00

03.01.10
Tml is the start of work progress for our Major Project...
It will be stress & tiring
加油加油加加油~
愿上帝保佑我们通过这个时期哦!
1个月半很快将会过去的~~

01.01.10
新年快乐!
我今年的愿望是希望能找到一份合适的工作~
祝我好运哦！

今天，我和karen, 916, pigka姐 & 同学去做'爱上意难忘演唱会'..
从上午11时至晚上十时半... 好累啊! 有想睡觉的感觉 >_<
我虽然昨天刚见了他,但还是好想念他啊~ 哈哈 =p

02.01.10
我的手臂好痛啊.. 昨天不小心敲到 =((
所以今天我整天呆在家里休息..
谢谢你给我打电话.. 让我感觉到一丝的温暖 =))

我可能会很忙更新我的博客...
所以要想我哦~

I miss my friends. my colleagues. And you lots lots~~
Take care all! =D

2010-01-02T14:19:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to everyone! =D

2009-12-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

thank you yihang, ruiqi, ah kiong, linus, karen for the wonderful memories~

n of cos my baobei abcdefGH~ =p

n her baobei remi~ =p

I love this pics! wahhaa.

N oso.. our Gao Yang!
好高哦 =O

29.12.2009
meet abcdefGH for breakfast today^^ i woke up at 5.30am to prepare... omg! But i'm not tired at all.. cos when i thought of i going to see him ist thing in the morning, its happy enough~ kekez.
Linus & Karen are back to PD~
Today went out to buy doughnuts with karen.
Today finally i nv go QQ... cos i want him to miss me. LOL =x

30.12.2009
Meet him @ the same venue.. ate breakfast & went to work tgt.. this feeling.. is so great~ omg. because of me he arrive half an hour earlier for work for 2 days le!
Lunch, karen, me & him ate cup noodles tgt.. wahaha. i lazy to go eat the lunch they provided.. I know this is the first and last time eating cup noodles tgt for lunch at work le... 真难忘噢!~

Today i test bake wholemeal pizza~ Passed wor. hehe~
karen & I di siao remi today.. asking him weird & open questions. LOL. his face all red la =p
After work went to PS eat dinner with sue yi & Linus.. long time nv see sue yi le~ miss ya wor. Hope we will stay contact n be gd friends after my SIP.. my 'prima family' always~

31.12.2009
Today marks the end of 2009. And also the end of my SIP. 好舍不得啊!
16 weeks in Prima.
8 weeks since i like him.
lol.
Took a lot of pics today with our colleagues, esp Remi. Lolx.
Thanks to the RND boss for the 5 heavy books (present >_<) , i never go eat steamboat with gh.. took cab home instead. Felt so sad at first.. evening went to meet bee yy 916 they all at marina sq.. then GH say want come find me.. i was so damn happy... we just open the pool table n i juz shoot in 1 ball then he called me.. i immediately fly over to see him. lol. n because i wanna talk to him longer, i oso nv accompany my friends for the count down & phototaking session.. This has shown one thing... I like him more than i like anything else.. =x I'm so sorry friends! No la.. i was also very tired.. after walking to the train station with him.. dun feel liek walking back mah.. so crowded.. dizzy.. so went home instead haha.

even if i cant have you.. I oso wont let a girl who dunno how to use toilet bowl to win me =x And i knew i'm better than her in everything... So i'm not afraid. But I'm worried because You are a bitch! Don't touch my guohui or I'll not let you off! kekez.

I'm waiting for the day....
to watch movie with you
to eat the dinner you cook for me
to communicate with you in English
to save money and travel to china to find you
and that you will fall in love with me~
LOLx!!!!

I'll continue to like you (in my heart) as long as it can take =))

2009-12-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

I can't wait for tomorrow to arrive!
Karen & Linus are back to PD!
OMG.. thank God =D
Then i got 2 more ppl to help me with my recipes update.
hehe.

Oh ya..
I can't wait to see you ist thing in the morning too!

=)))

2009-12-27T23:00:00.002+08:00

Year 2010 is coming.
Which means... i'm going to create a new blog address soon~

wahahaha.

Its been 6 days i on QQ. how nice chatting with ya~

You called me.
I asked you why did you call me?
You said.. Can't i call you without any reason?
omg.. u can make me misunderstand one u noe =p
I know when you're gone,
you will still contact me..
I knew =)

2009-12-26T12:28:00.003+08:00

After meeting him ytd, i'm more confirm of one thing.
Regardless of nationality, language, religion, status, hobbies, wadever..
As long as i like you, thats enough.
I just love the feeling of liking you =p
Tell me I'm silly, stupid, throw face, waste of time and efforts
But I'm clear and know what I want =)

郭辉,
我喜欢你..我真的很喜欢你，2个月前我已经喜欢上你了
当时你还不认识我
我设法去认识你
从sue yi, uncle听取关于你的事情..
向你问好希望你会看见我
知道我的存在..
现在我成功了
尽管你不喜欢我
我仍然没有遗憾
因为我已经尽了全力在最短的时间认识你..了解你
并表达我的心意
我已经很满足了

我祝你幸福快乐
开心最重要!

你真善良连拒绝我也不敢怕我伤心
只叫我去好好读书

难怪我这么喜欢你!

2009-12-25T00:53:00.003+08:00

''j'aime guohui''
hmm. its surprising hur?
However, it's alien language to him.
Nevermind.
because.. I'll not give up =)

卢学睿- 可不可以爱我
(王子看见二公主片尾曲)

为什麽如此的安静
为什麽明明想靠近却还在迟疑
努力的我保持镇定努力开拓话题
最後却溃不成军

为什麽如此的美丽
深刻的烙在心里最温柔的酷刑
每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛怎麽都是你

你可不可以爱我可不可以想我
虽然我对自己没有一点的把握
别害怕我难过告诉我你真实的感受
至少忐忑已告一段落

你可不可以爱我可不可以看我
反正看或不看我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德
拒绝也不是一种罪过
你能给我快乐还是寂寞

想念燃烧个不停
我快置身灰烬
你是我的呼吸

2009-12-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

Twins- wo.hen.xiang.ai.ta.

2009-12-20T22:05:00.002+08:00

I don't know am i doing the right thing or am i fit to say this. But i juz wanted to tell you you are very childish. Everytime you do all that i feel so. But its your choice, its your life. Maybe we are not still not mature yet. Is that an excuse? hmmm.

Went to 2 places pwy & ps today with pigka =)

I got many wishes now. I wish to go kbox, play pool, go cycling, go anderson view, and to see you soon! (I know my wishes will come true de!)

Currently listening to JJLin new songs..
Joel, u were saying which album coming out next wk? hmmm.

2009-12-19T21:48:00.000+08:00

Finally!

lol! I love this pic.. so cute seh^^

916 playing wii yoga.. LOL!

Nuer & hapi =)

So diguesting =x

Finally i got to see bee, yy, nuer, alfred, meipeng. many weeks nv see them le.. unlike 916, i see him 3 times this week. LOL. Went to 313, OC & cini today =)

So whats up this week?

On Mon,
it was suppose to be a happy day cos i'm back to prima. But ist thing in the morning, karen & linus were called to go production help le. Baobei karen will be there until attachement ends. ='( After work, went to eat with ah kiong, sueyi & linus. we chatted and complained lol. cant slp on mon night...

thinking.. how to use QQ?

How to go find 'them'?
Wad shld i do in PD for this week?

etc etc...

Do u sometimes tink too much until tears just drop uncontrollably?

I wish i can control my emotions better.

On tue,
Seeing you so busy, i felt pain... wish i can share the load with ya....

Ms lee on leave until next wk. But i arent in the mood to work... my energetic, cheerful, optimistic self had gone to..... lala land. >_<

After work, meet 916 i help him buy the hp n i choose the model for him. wahhaa. (actually his hp nv spoil.. its just that he said spoil then i thought so when he called i kept hello hello hello.. while he oso hello hello hello.. we can hear each other but tot we cant hear each other.. LOL)
On wed,

Looking at your tiring eyes, pls let me take care of you. May I?

After work went to eat with my colleagues. Carl junior... ytd oso ate with 916. hahha. You know, i really treat my prima colleagues as my one big family. =)

missed mummy cooked dinner past 2 days.. today i ate up the beehoon she cooked.

On thurs,

1/2 day gone just by going to buy doughnuts with Rui qi..

Remi so cute recently.. I kept on teasing and disturbing him. wahahhaa!

After lunch, me & karen rest @ 1 black hole tgt. liek so pathetic. we can only chat during lunch/after work le..

I learnt today the 3 steps... to achieve my dream =p

On Fri,

ist thing in the morning i step into prima, u appeared in front of me. Wow. Wad a nice day to start with! LOL.

Recently kept on being teased and said cos of my silly actions/words. I deserve it. Nvm. Annyway, I got to know a lot of things and learn a lot from prima.. It will always be in my wonderful memories, always =)

Went to meet 916 @ cityhall. we ate at pizza hut and to starbucks... how i wish to not go home.. just fall asleep at the sofa.. so tired. lol. 916, tell me tell me.. wish my 2010 wish come true? When u say yes, it'll be a yes, i guess so too for ur wish. God bless us =p

And Today,

Raining day. Raine love. 916, nuer & me kept singing the song over and over while we walking at orchard. hehe. The next thing to do is... Go kbox sing this song! but but... sigh u sure not free one. nvm la.. i practise more ist. lol.

3.5 more days next week.

and Another 3.5 more days next next week.

Zai jian= wo men hui zai jian?

neg neg neg...

Ok time for my late dinner =p

2009-12-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

Same as 916, I'm so in love with this song =D

杨丞琳-雨爱 (海派甜心片尾曲)

窗外的天气就像是你多变的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清

离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃

听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 rainie love

窗外的雨滴一滴滴累积
久违的雨滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到彩虹的美丽

冷冷的空气很窒息我无法呼吸
一万颗雨滴的距离
很彻底让爱消失无息

Recently i did many silly things.
Recently i had many silly thoughts.
Because of you, i've became so silly..
8 more working days...

2009-12-13T15:43:00.003+08:00

Many things happened to me recently. And which one of the major things was... I've gained back my freedom. Yup it means I'm back, single. Asked how I feel abt it? Of cos I do get affected sometimes (i should say many a times).. But before that i've made serious thought for many many weeks for this decision... all i can say is 有些事复杂到不行, 越想越生气, 脑袋空空比较开心.... The reasons are not impt anymore be it one sided or to both parties. So why not look forward and persue a better happiness. =))
You can say I'm hurtless, I'm to blame for everything & anything.. But i believe being optimistic and dun look back is the right thing to do.

Went to bishan ytd to collect the spree items that have arrived.. however the spreerer actually forgot about it and have not brought the clothes for me to collect. damn it. The clothes has arrived 2 weeks ago and its only this week the person reply my sms that i can go down to collect.. Since u so busy, y not dun do spree? Dear friends, Please do not order clothes from this site http://spreerus.blogspot.com/
Such irresponsible spreerer and attutide..
1. when the items arrived, nv even email me to inform me.. i need to check the spree status myself and inform her
2. e-mail, sms, tag board need many days to reply
3. Poor memory (dun even remb me when i order so many times from her b4 and bad service)
Made me so angry today. kekez. However, i still got 4 sprees' de items with her.. sigh.. I shall complain only after i collect everything then =p

I'm looking forward to tml's work, tml there is a new student coming. Hope i can click with this student cos karen and linus are leaving me soon =( I guess I'll spend more time alone typing out the recipes and updating my log book (1 mth nv update le =x)

Way to go!

2009-12-11T22:41:00.003+08:00

This week.. i try out 3 household recipes- Grissini, wholemeal pizza & blueberry cheesecake brownie =D Thanks to Linus & Karen's help. Everyday is fun, interesting and happy in PD dept with karen, linus, ah kiong, sue yi, uncle.. we are juz liek one big family~ play tgt, work tgt =D and now 2 more ppl- Guohui & Gao yang =D Karen and I this week had been quite playful.. lol. We keep go disturb guohui.. but hey.. we're juz being nice okay =p Uncle and etc kept on teasing us. But I wanna ask... Just whats wrong with China ppl? Why so many ppl have bad impression on them? hmmmm... wahhaa. You are just so cute okay? =p

Wed after work went to eat Jpot at vivo city with my 'prima family' (ah kiong, linus, sueyi & karen).. quite expensive cos is ala carte dinner set.. Thanks sue yi for the treat~~ I thank God for getting me know all these great pple =D Hope we will still stay in contact, go out tgt even after our attachment.. hope our friendship will last~

Oh ya.. one more major happening.. monday came a NUS food science student.. Ms Lee likes her so much.. but wtf to me she is so stupid damn silly.. She dun even know 1 teaspoon is 5g, 1 tablespoon is 15g (doesnt NUS teach them this basic measurements?).. kept asking a lot of stupid qns.. and only know how to look at wad we are doing.. She went to ask Linus about bread proofing time (as if Linus- chem student will know.. it will be worse if he knows but she dunno lol) Another thing is... she start to weigh the ingredients ard 10am.. but drag until......... 2.30pm then wan to start mixing the bread!!! Doesnt she know resting time needs 2hrs+ or she planned to work until 7/8pm? LOL. sorry but its realli annoying... I realli think that Ms Lee is unfair.. She treat her so nice (she do nth but keep holding the recipe paper read n read or write dunno wad, walk ard dunno wad to do altho she can start her test bake project) She treat us liek shit.. my ist day there she throw me to Justine.. i start work immediately and doesnt even brief me anything.. almost everything i learn and check it out myself.. And the 2nd day of work i start my project liao. You can say i'm selfish.. but why muz we teach her everything (wad put where.. how to use this n that.. etc etc) cant she be smart and old enough to do these, NUS student?
P.S. Sorry if is too harsh cos i PMS-ing now =x

Stupid decision made by the top ppl... karen & Linus will be transferring to work in production side.. I'll be left alone together with that ben nu ren. sigh =( Karen, i'll miss ya lots lots.. I'll go find ya de.. n we tgt muz find time go find Guohui & Gaoyang ok? =p

This week George & Uncle Lee is on leave. karen & I got to rest at black holes =)) Next wk Ms lee's turn to be on leave.. sigh. I'm waiting for the day Ms Lee realise poly & ite student are better than NUS student.......

Mixed feelings.
Annoying. Irriated. Frustrated.
Happy. Warm. Looking forward.

I dun wan to count down.. But why must you remind me i'm left with 19 days? =( Is this good or bad news?

3 consecutive days that i dreamt of Prima. emmmmmm.

2009-12-06T20:22:00.003+08:00

I had a wonderful week =)

After the KL trip, my sore throat finally recovered. Left cough sometimes.

I'm really pissed over someone this week... No more black holes (resting area) =((( lol.

On fri, had a ktv session with ah kiong, sue yi & Linus =) We sang after dinner till 4am.. hehe. But still not enough for me.. wahaha. waiting for 916 to be free then we go k tgt again =D cos new songs only joel know best.. then can sing with me tgt de new songs~~

On sat, we 10 of us had bbq session at remi's apartment.. B4 that meet up with ah kiong, sue yi & karen to buy some things.. his hse look so much liek downtown east chalet that kind.. so green.. and can hear the birds singing.. realli a nature person.. Karen & I always tease and talk crap bully him.. wahaha. Then today, karen sueyi & me purposely wear his fav color give him face. lol. Ate quite a lot stuffs at the bbq session.. yummy~ Ard 8+ likedat suddenly rained then we head to his hse and watch tv.. saw the repeat of twilight on star movie channel.. while some of them play cards.. Reach home ard 12am.. feel so itchy over my body.. rashes.. awwwww.

On Sun, i rested. Cos i'm too tired to go anywhere or do anything. wahaha.

The days are near.. i don't want to end!!! =(((

2009-12-03T20:14:00.003+08:00

Heyz ppl, I'm back~

In general, I didnt really enjoy this KL trip. Because... too many reasons. (p.s. sorry for the complains) My sis kept using the 3Cs there- complain. convert. compare... dots >_<>

And because i cant remember (my dreams), that makes it special. Close my eyes and tink... in the dark.. sometimes can remb a few.. sometimes it hurts to tink.. ya i'm crazy.

Time to make Changes!

2009-11-22T22:13:00.003+08:00

Now i'm left with 1.5mth b4 attachment ends. Went back to sch on sat for the meet-LO-session. Heard from classmates their attachment stories.. esp to Shasha, u muz jiayou wor! always supporting ya~ Hope ur nightmare at work will be gone soon. Went to SGH to see my colleague uncle on fri.. supposingly only 2 ppl can visit at one time.. but total we gt 7 ppl visit altogether.. hehe. the world is just so small! His wife turn out to be the one in charge of me when i work at This Fashion 4 yrs ago.. lol. Meipeng, that time u said she quit cos she win lottery izzit? wahaha. Anyway thank God he discharged ytd.. have a gd rest & come back to work soon. we misses ya lots lots =) Recently at work quite fun.. everyday gt interesting things happening.. whether is gd or bad.. Sue yi, ah kiong & karen are always on the same boat with me so i gt nth to fear or be sad of =p Okay, we shall go steamboat & ktv soon this coming dec! Oh ya.. i juz went ktv with hwee, cheryl & lihui ytd for a short 3 hrs session.. not enough of cos.. one more ktv session coming up after Joel pop. wahaha! Next fri i going KL with hubby & family so dun miss me k~ =x

I hope my nightmares will be gone naturally... I dun wan keep seeing doctor for different problems =(
allgeric problems is enough.

Take care everyone! I'll be back, probably with some presents for ya =p

2009-11-12T21:33:00.004+08:00

Until now.. I'm still so in love with this song... cos i can only listen it when i on my laptop.. or click my mixpod.. dunno y it cannot be added to my ipod.

Just wondering.. how many ppl in this world are having secret torches to their admirers? Then this song will just suit you guys~ haha.

歌曲名称: 厚脸皮 (插曲)
歌手姓名: 陈泽耀/郭晓东
专辑名称: 电视原声 - 逆风18

最近我变得很奇怪而谁都看不出来
希望你不要被吓坏当有一天我坦白
十八岁的天空吹起暖暖的风融化了那冬季
那一年的疯狂定格在合照里你的笑容给我无限勇气

别笑我厚脸皮向你告白
知道不容易所以更要努力
爱你怎么会怕累一直给谁怕谁
厚脸皮向你告白
像逆风飞行但我全心全意
或许我们都期待这份爱有你在呼吸都精彩

Rap:
只想说我喜欢你不知不觉爱上你对不起
别生气一直没有告诉你只想说我喜欢你
给我一个机会让我们在一起陪伴你保护你.

如果你明白我的爱你不会不理睬
我是个勇敢的男孩
偶尔傻的很可爱
不害怕失败

I.cant.bear.to.leave.Prima.....No!!! i dun wish to count down anymore...
Heard that sue yi, justine, ah kiong & etc will be on leave during our last week attachment... No!!! Sads. Recently me & karen are liek siao cha bo.. kept laughing & joking ard.. kekez.. but still we gt do our work de k =D I muz jiayou & cherish the last few 1.5mth there..
Will miss the foods. the ppl. the jokes. the 'smell'. the lift. the staircase. Udon. PD. oven. everyday words. abcdefG....etc

Currently in love with this drama- 海派甜心
and 卓文萱 new album- Play n Fun【1＋1】
watch & listen it ya. =D

cya around~

2009-11-08T10:57:00.005+08:00

Last sun- cf pre-birthday celebration

I've completed half of the attachment period! =D Time flies.. I began to love the environment there.. my tasks.. the ppl (nt including I & II =x), and the foods for lunch daily. I guess I'll miss all of them when my last day to come.. hmm.. We shall go ktv soon!!! haha.
I got one new reason to love being at prima now! =p

Anyway this week i help out the baker for donuts making.. the donuts simply are heavenly treats.. so soft & yummy =) N ya.. karen pang se me on wed & thurs.. She MC, left me alone do udon sheeting.. n sometimes nth to do so bored =x N i'm glad su yi helped me & we always tgt for lunch & gossips. haha! I love the PD uncle there.. always tell me lots of jokes to cheer me up =)

Ytd.. i went to Guardian to buy this so called no. 1 mask in taiwan called 'my beauty diary face mask', limited edition that just came in last month in s'pore. My beauty diary face mask comes in 9 diff flavours.. And i brought a week package with 7 diff flavours ($17). time to try out later & tell u all the results next wk... hehe.

For more info to order online, check out @ http://www.sunnanz.com.sg/mybeautydiary.php

When is my ordered taiwan spree coming???

secret-closet, puffy fashion, and now betwo.....
waiting..............

Many great gathering coming up.

next wk- movies with friends

next next wk- BBq with jie & her friends

next next next wk- KL trip wif family & hubby

& more......

2009-11-01T11:49:00.002+08:00

Another week passed. This week, 2 ppl nv come. Quite slack sometime... recently keep wanna zZz.. more coffee pls!

Last fri meet up with hwee, cheryl, jolene & bearbear for dinner =D

Happy 19th birthday to Aloy bearbear on 31.10.2009 =)

Tang yu zhe so shuai!!!
For man's taiwan spree
--> http://tw.user.bid.yahoo.com/tw/show/auctions?userID=nanapp7788&u=:nanapp7788
hahaha!

way to go!

2009-10-25T11:50:00.002+08:00

Found this song accidentally when browsing youtube.
黄俊源 hao bang! =)
The song is the 片尾曲 for a 2007 malaysia drama called Sky 星空

6th week of attachment has passed. 10 more wks.. counting.... hehe. This week i did some shelf life testing for prima taste products.. And of cos, sheet udon and try out household recipes. Fri i help out for the sensory taste panel.. Its a perference test compared btw prima taste & lum kum yee.. Quite fun and i ate a lot of the samples. haha. Recently i ate a lot. A colleague sat beside me for lunch suddenly talk to me.. cos we nv talk b4 de as i dunno them all (from other dept).. she ask me why i eat so much yet maintain such nice figure? LOL. wahaha.. wad can i say? =x

Sat spent my whole day watching dramas and listening to songs. Slack at home. hao bang wor. hehe. Mum cook herbal chicken soup for me =)
I'm seriously allgeric to prawns.. cos ytd my mum cook stir fried veg with prawns and sauce.. then i ate the veg.. next moment i got rashes on my leg le.. sad =(

Today will be a fun day out wif hubby~ =D

God bless everyone. cya next wk!

2009-10-17T23:51:00.003+08:00

Yup. Its time to update. 5th week of attachment is gone. 11 more weeks to go.

Mon & tue didnt go work cos sun night i got rashes all over my neck, body & some part of my arms and legs =( Mon went to see doc n doc gave me 2 days mc.. tue went back to take blood test to check glucose & TG level.. went back to work on wed. Eunice last day was fri.. take care ya~ And came a new student- karen to accompany me through the 11 weeks. haha. Yay happy cos got ppl help me do udon sheeting & help out =) thx thx.

Thurs i went to eat my mummy cooked de prawns.. and i got rashes all over my body... then eat medicine and it recover the next day.. this has shown that... i got allgery =((( 1 less food to consume.. hope its not to crabs pls!!!

Travel data is done! When is pay day??? =p

N ya,
i miss my friends. Yiyuan! Joel! Beeyean! Shasha! Kor!
I miss pool. I miss kbox!
It seems liek weeks & months ago since i last contacted those.

The feeling of loneliness is nothing great. Shall this be the last time?

2009-10-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

潘裕文- 最想做的事

2009-10-10T09:20:00.004+08:00

1 month of attachment has passed. (N ya i'll be counting down every week hee)
Hmm. quite used to being there already. Always got jokes and interesting things happening..
But ytd felt a bit sad cos of 'their' politics. May God help me to tink of a best solution to handle things =) This week i help out the bakers & FT.. sometimes very bored cos nth to do i'll look at the clock n wait for time to pass. lol. Love the lunch there altho sit with ppl i dunno at a round table.. liek eating reunion dinner with strangers everyday. wahha. Mon-thurs is rice with 3 vegetable dish & a soup. Fri will be special.. I've tried hor fun, laska, chicken rice etc le =) Ytd is Vanessa last day of work.. thurs after work we went to Tampopo at Liang court to eat dinner.. They're all nice & friendly ppl. Wish her all the best in her studies & life =)

Ppl come and go. I kinda realise opinions may differ but heart will never lie. Cos God make us the same. We are all humans living in this earth. Why not help one another & make others n urself feel happy. Looking forward to more challenges & life =)

Btw, Evan Yo 蔡旻佑 album is awesome! loves it loads =D

okay cya next wk for more updates!

I'm sorry donuts. my regrets. >_<

2009-10-04T12:40:00.001+08:00

蔡旻佑-寂寞，好了

2009-10-03T11:54:00.002+08:00

3rd week of attachment gone.

For this week, i went back to sch on wed for the proposal interview with ed & shasha. So long didnt see shasha.. chatted a lot with her but still nt enough i guess. haha. we gotta jiayou k!!! =) meet up soon again!
This week i baked quite a few products.. n do the udon sheeting, help out the bakers there... can be very bored at times esp when there is nth to do.. n have to pretend u r very busy with sth.. so wad i did when i gt nth to do? I simply chat with them.. clear up n clean the table, machines for many many times. lol.

I started my another job- data collector this thurs.. So damn tired but i endured throughout the day. Somemore on fri i got my period!!! hmm. okay. Many many things stress me but i wont give up!!! When times i feel realli sad n helpless, my sis message realli gave me the strength to move on n smile.
''Dun worry we're God's children. No matter how tough the route may be, it'll be easy with his help. Jiayou k =)''
Thank you Pigka.. N may God bless us =D

I've been wondering why humans are made up of some many characteristics. Be it good or bad or just.. weird.
Recently heard my sis v. stress over her group project cos she group with a brainless guy who is a MOE primary sch teacher.. he claim that he can do quality work n no need tutor help.. but cannot do it on time? LOL.

Ytd went to watch a movie with hubby--> Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs
=)

N i always know.. tml will be a better day^^
tata~ cya next wk for more updates!

2009-09-27T09:55:00.004+08:00

2nd week of attachment gone. Baking & baking... Juz baking... Ya.
I hate the smell of prima on my clothes, bag & everything... err....
One thing good is.. i got to eat a lot of stuffs... shh =x
Have you wonder how instant noodles is made? On fri i learnt how to make instant noodles right from the wheat flour.. Fun.. deep frying the noodles to make the shape.. I guess i wont eat instant noodles again... So much saturated fats. eeeeeee.

My online order clothes & bags arrived! =D
spent another $90++ for another round of shopping online.. wahaha =x
ok time to save $.. no more buying!

Went to try the Pizza hut's pasta with hubby... v. nice meh? hmm.. not recommended.

Cindy contacted me to work for the travel job again.. hehe. But this time round no joel help me liao.. I'll be lost in directions i guess.

Jiayou! Way to go!

2009-09-20T16:32:00.002+08:00

1 week of attachment gone. Fun, bored, stress, etc.. has it gd & bad.. A long weekend to enjoy.. But.. so unfortunately i fall sick =( cold+ sore throat + bodyache.. perhaps its due to lack of sleep... everyday needa travel at least 1.5hr + walk to work.. ytd went back to sch to submit the MP proposal editted. sch was quiet.. not many ppl.. Evening went to see doctor.. the fee cost $60++ wth!!! But the doctor surprised me. He said my illness ard 2 days can recover liao. so confident sia. haha. Hubby & family pei me.. merci beaucoup =D

Nth is more important than health. Please recover soon ya!
I miss KFC Chicken. lol.

Currently in love with 仙剑奇侠传三
I love one of the 插曲 too

偏爱 by 张芸京
http://6621.com/Music/8988705BA.html

把昨天都作废现在你在我眼前
我想爱请给我机会
如果我错了也承担认定你就是答案
我不怕谁嘲笑我极端
相信自己的直觉顽固的仍不喊累
爱上你我不撤退

我说过我不闪躲我非要这麽做
讲不听也偏要爱更努力爱让你明白
没有别条路能走你决定要不要陪我
讲不听偏爱看我感觉爱等你的依赖对你偏爱

痛也很愉快

2009-09-13T14:39:00.003+08:00

Finally i upload the pics i took with my Hp.. hee.

bearbear~

Yummy~

Suckling pig.

oh yea.

916 playing flying 8-ball pool..

His birthday today..

Ytd went to watch The proposal with hubby.. not v. nice movie.. then evening we meet with family to eat poridge buffet at Windsor Hotel.. Comment is: i wont go there the 2nd time. Waste my $15.. i tink is worse than any other buffet.. dots. Then headed home we learnt how to play mahjong.. cos mummy brought mahjong set & table.. hee. The next morning, which is today, went to celebrate his birthday.. its liek.. once in a blue moon. Fine, my mood is good today =) Felt v. tired these days.. n then i realise.. its been so long since i last exercise =x

back to my drama. tata!

2009-09-11T15:26:00.005+08:00

that 'SG' in white =p drip saliva. LOL =x

Hello! I'm bearbear.. =x

10sept09
Went to JB with classmates. We watched a movie called Ugly Truth.. head back by train =) After that, meet hubby at harbour front. We tried taking bus 65 back to my hse.. around 1hr15mins.. yay i've decided to buy bus concession- to take bus to work instead of MRT.. then maybe inside bus the 1hr15mins can use to sleep also. haha. Looking forward to attachment =) Reach home quite late liao so hubby stayed at my hse.. the next morning i woke up, he already gone back home n head to work.. miss ya~

11Sept09
Exam result is out! I juz checked.. quite happy of the results.. cos 1 A n all Bs. Thank God =)

Todae is a rainy day.. such nice weather.. I'm happy cos today i stay home did many meaningful things.. pack my stuffs, clean my room & cook lunch for family.. Just make hwee hwee's san zha drink.. hee. Now i' back to drama~ yay! Evening meeting hubby for a walk =D

Looking forward to later, tml, sun, mon and more..... =))

2009-09-09T22:57:00.005+08:00

Yes yes yes.
Its been a long time since i upload pics.. its cos i seldom take pics now or mayb i shld say.. cos i seldom bring camera.. somehow i remb today! N some past memorable pics to share too^^

taken @ 916 & Meipeng's pre-birthday celebration bbq chalet =)

Hapi & Hubby~ muackz~

woah.. nice ma?

The black vinegar fish. Ty lihui's gp for the recipe~

916 hairstyle by Hairstylist Jaime. lol =p

ouch! lol

i dun like 3D movie.. zZz

New hairstyle^^

Yummy Mango sundae~

Not v. nice chicken cutlet..

Sakura sukura.. just sang zhang shan wei de sakura naturally~~

Hi. My name is Hapi^^ =p

Today suppose to go back sch settle some stuffs but woke up late. watch drama & eat breakfast till 1+pm then went out to cut hair^^ Happy happy with my new hairstyle =) Head to tampines mall meet 916.. suppose to go play badminton.. but 2 ppl play liek so bored.. beebee lor not free =( so i change to watch movie.. we watch G-force in 3D mode.. Rating: *
Super not nice movie =(

I almost fall asleep during the movie.
No subtitle. Dunno in front wad it talking abt. Zzzz.
wasted $10 for a tix.. sorry =x

*Shld have watch blood ties* wahaha.

Then head to eat dinner.. nt v. nice dinner oso. lol.
Brought honey chicken back home. Yummy~
Home sweet home.

916! Thanks for ur accompany!
Taking pic with u is still my habit. wahaha!
wish ya all the best for ur NS..
5 more days!!!

Today is 09.09.09.
Somehow a special day.
So i wanted to convey this message...

=hubby, 11771554=

Today i walk past clear water condo..
seeing couples playing tennis.. such a nice weather to exercise!
So hope that my future can buy condo live with hubby (win zehui lol) n we can play tennis, swimming or go out spin after work.
hahaha.

saving $$$.....

wait till then =p